List 10 things you want to say to someone but you know you never will.
Don't say who they are or who you're referring to.
Disable comments.
Never discuss it again.
1.) I still don't know what to think about you, you enigmatic piece of shit.
2.) I wish I liked you more than I do, but I can't make myself feel things that aren't there.
3.) I swear I'll be a better friend to you. If anyone deserves it, it's you, and I'm a selfish whore for wanting more of you, and for treating you as poorly as I do.
4.) I think I love you, so what am I so afraid of?
5.) I hate you and have for a while, but I keep using you because you keep letting me.
6.) You're not here anymore, and I think I'm glad for that.
7.) You'll probably read one of the other entries and think it applies to you, but it doesn't. You're as much to me as I say you are, whether you believe it or not.
8.) I only bothered with you because I thought you were going to be hot.
9.) What happened to the emails? Maybe you're a little too intelligent for me.
10.) You make me feel like a fuck-up even when I've done something right. I truly hope your future is as fucked up as you make me feel.