Isn't anyone tryin to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Wont you take me by the hand
take me somewhere new
I dont know who you are
but I... I'm with you
-Avril "I'm With You"

My back, neck, hands, feet, fingers, legs, eyes, shoulders and head hurt. I'm hot with my jacket on, cold with it off. My hands are peeling. I feel my headache in my eyes with my glasses off, if I put them on my temples hurt. My nose itches, and my phone keeps ringing with a call from a 610 area code, but when I pick it up.. no one saids anything. ( Read more... )

I feel like hell today. I couldn't even tell you what's wrong, but my head is killing me. I walked into hell this morning at work. I never just have a steady flow of work to be done, it's always 8 things that need to be done NOW, or nothing at all... I prefer nothing at all.

So I over-slept my alarm today and woke up when Bryan's alarm went off at 8:30AM so I was an hour late for work. Not too big of a deal. I'm not having that great of a day. I was so determined to sit down and talk to Bryan about 'us' and once again I get there and just can't seem to bring myself to do it. When I'm near him, it's like everything just ( Read more... )

Well tomorrow is X-mas and I'm leaving for New York right after work today. I'm alittle nervous but all should be fine. I talked to Bryan yesterday and he seemed pretty excited about me coming up there ( Read more... )

So this is my first entry in Live Journal. Kind of funny since I already have one journal on Freeopendiary.com. I had a few friends on here and decided I wanted one too, though I may not keep up with it quite as well as I keep up with my other one. I've had my other diary since November of 2000, so I'm pretty familiar with telling the world about ( Read more... )