Well, I was typing out this big huge *yay* thing...But you deleted the entry...
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"Um, first of all, I will be successful in college. And I didn't come to get my games back because something told me you would either not answer the phone when I tried to call before I come, or you just wouldn't be home. And I don't want to kill you Luke, I don't know where you got that idea from. And hunny, you are not perfect. And you know that I like Star Wars and LEGOS just as much as you, however I like the original three movies and you only wanted to watch the new three, or just Episode 3, and I got a little tired of it. I began to like LEGOS less because you wanted to play with those instead of hang out with me. However, this only started occuring in the later months of our relationship. And this is all just petty bullshit. Nothing happened while we were dating, except for one thing that you already know about. Please don't hurt yourself anymore, even though it may not seem like it, I still care about you. You may not
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Well, I am posting to this. I won't bite your face off or anything. I am just going to forget everything that everyone said. I actually know you still care about me because I can still feel it. In a weird way which might sound creepy, but 11 months, I can tell a lot of things. The problem is I stopped caring about myself. I don't have anything to hold onto anymore. It wasn't because of this livejournal stuff (although it did help), but bad timing for a lot of other stuff. I am sorry I had to put you through all that. It was just me venting on false rumors I guess. But, as you say, it isn't my business. I am sure you will be successful in college, I hope I make it that far.
Lucas, you will make it that far. You will do wonderful in college because you will go to college. Please care about yourself, you must still have something to hold on to, someone. People care about you Luke, and I know you care about people, and if you really do you won't hurt yourself. I hope that everything will be better, I've already stopped caring about this whole livejournal stuff anyways...Even though alot of it hit me kind of hard, as I'm sure it hit you hard. But, overall I am sorry, for everything. And...I still care. It might not sound right, but you can still talk to me...If you ever need to. Remember, I've been there...The point where I had nothing left. I can always listen, always. Just please, take care of yourself and don't do anything that might be...horrible
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So...here...
"Um, first of all, I will be successful in college. And I didn't come to get my games back because something told me you would either not answer the phone when I tried to call before I come, or you just wouldn't be home. And I don't want to kill you Luke, I don't know where you got that idea from. And hunny, you are not perfect. And you know that I like Star Wars and LEGOS just as much as you, however I like the original three movies and you only wanted to watch the new three, or just Episode 3, and I got a little tired of it. I began to like LEGOS less because you wanted to play with those instead of hang out with me. However, this only started occuring in the later months of our relationship. And this is all just petty bullshit. Nothing happened while we were dating, except for one thing that you already know about. Please don't hurt yourself anymore, even though it may not seem like it, I still care about you. You may not ( ... )
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