this guilt weighs more than the ground i walk on...

[larstud]

i know i dont post often but for once i need to let it all out. i have the worst feeling inside. 
ignorance is bliss
i hate lying
i hate people who lie
i would like to trust people
what is truth?
thats where it begins-
ignorance is bliss 
a while back i wrote a post about being stuck in a drama situation that i didnt ask for.
now i am stuck in the

Comments

[abrilliantally]

where do your loyalties lie? if you truly feel like this luke character is a no good dirty scoundrel, maybe you ought to tell zoe. the other option is talking to luke about it. saying, look man, i thought of you as a really good friend, but all this crazy lying shit is driving me crazy... and tell him to take care of it because you are unsure if you can continue lying to zoe and will have to take matters into your own hands to resolve the issue for youself. then maybe he will tell her, chances are though, he won't because he sounds kind of scummy. but that way, he knows first and you aren't going behind his back. and despite what he may say about you behind your back, you should remain the bigger person. however, she may end up getting upset at not only luke, but also you for not telling her sooner. basically, the shit's probably going to hit the fan. so take cover.

[larstud]

zoe is the ex girlfriend.. she knows everything. and i have spent hours trying to talk some sense into her becuase she is still a bit attatched regardless of the amount of lies she ate. but yeah
its the other girl that hes dating now that doesnt know.... confusing yes
anyway
i am wondering if i should bite my tougue as incubus once said blood in my mouth is better than blood on the ground.
at the same time it isnt fair to her that she doesnt know that he has a bad history.
and at the same time its not fair to him to have me just tell her his history.
and i dont think it is my place to tell him how to live his life and tell him he should tell her about zoe which i am positive he hasnt (as i when i talked to her yesterday she had no idea who she was)
its kind of a big circle of morality... either way i hold a point of wrong doing as i also will hold a bit of right doing.... its just how you look at it.....
botom line.
tough decision but i have to make it at some point

[abrilliantally]

yeah, i don't think it's your place to tell this new girl