Well I started this journal a year ago today, with hope of it giving me some insight to myself..it sort of did- it told me that I don't have anytime for myself and that I rarely take the time out to think about it. Today was my day off- it was nice because all I did was lay around the house and watch the marathon television shows of CSI. I have ( Read more... )

We adopted a cat- his name is Pita ( I will spell it PETA though.. quite fitting for him.. ) He will come home tommorrow with Tim and I am really excited. I just hope that he does not make my allergies go crazy. Today was a good day- nothing like returning back from vacation to find that there is so much paper work to do. I feel better though not ( Read more... )

So last night was rare for me but atleast I spent it with Tim.. I was a total bitch to him though and I totally regret it now. I wanted so badly to go out last night but even if I did there was no where really to go. I just wanted to go dancing so bad! I have not done that in ages. We spent the night at home we went to Back Yard Burgers and then ( Read more... )

we signed on the house Friday and move in tommorrow. I am so happy I have so much wealth and happiness. I have the most wonderful man in the world by my side want to share his life with me, we have bought a house together and plan to make beautiful memories there. I have my own store with loving partners that are respectful and hardworking. I have ( Read more... )

What a day- 15 hours at work and still at it. I want tosay how much I hate Monday's. I never get anything accomplished that I need to do. Really just makes me angry how much time can be spent by random people calling the store and needing things from me. At one point I was gonna leave and come back but every time I went to do that something else ( Read more... )

It always seems to be forever in between posts.. So I guess I will update. Sice taking the manager position I have lost 15 Lbs ! Never thought that would happen.. It's just that it seems like I never get a day off. There has been really one day off that I have gotten since being the manager that I took off. Thanksgiving. Today was supposed to be my ( Read more... )

I am officially the new manager of Ridgeway!!!!!!
I bought a house!!!!
I will soon be getting married!!!To the man of my dreams!!!
It will be four years on the 11th and I am so thankful he is in my life....I would not be where I am today if it were not for him!!!
I am finally happy with life! I finally feel valued!

This week has been so fucked up. We bought a house kind of Saturday..It's in cordova.. I never thought I would live in Cordova! I think Tim is overwhelmed with the whole thing and I think he might be regretting it all. I just hope he knows that no matter what I am going to help him with everything. It seems weird that we are buying a house before ( Read more... )

depression sets over me so fast just like the manic episodes ( Read more... )

Last night was the first night in awhile that I actually fell asleep soundly- I do not know if it is because we have a new manager and I know the store has someone else they can contact or not. I felt like I was walking on egg shells all day yesterday and today.. Having a new manager is stressful in itself but I feel like I and my store is under a ( Read more... )