ive slept a total of 8 hours in the past 6 days
ive eaten a total of nothing in the past 4 days
im not tired
im not hungry
this cant be good.

in the midnight hour she cried more more more
with a rebel yell, she cried more more more.

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if i close my eyes i can still trace the contours of your back

just when i thought this was over...

updating is cool sometimes, so im gunna do it.

recent happenings:
broke up with john
got over it
thought i was gunna move to newyork but decided college is kinda important
dyed my hair back to brown
got the INFIN
turned 18
got a camera and all 6 seasons of sex and the city on dvd
miss the webbs
neglected livejournal
obsessed over ben harper
fight with my dad ( Read more... )

tidal waves they
rip right through me
tears from eyes worn
cold and sad
pick me up now
i need you so bad

blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah

I'm pretty sure dieing would be an excellent idea right now.

Bye Bye Beautiful.

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Johnny came home todayyyyy. im so happy. he was so hairy lol. he did really well at bootcamp, i knew he would. we had a wicked fun day but i had to go home cuz im wicked sick. hes comming over tomorrow though. i dont think ive been so happy since around this time last year. our anniversary was monday:) ahhhhh im so happy. i love him.

so if you ( Read more... )

hmm yesterday was a horror show. i woke up late and hung out with rachel a lot but that was fun. i went to walmart with caitie and got dye and we dyed our clothes which was also fun. bryan came by (social worker) which kinda sucked because i had to sit down and talk to him about how crazy my family is. then me and caity hung out some more, i got ( Read more... )