A loaded god complex, cock it & pull

Sep 13, 2005 00:44

I really don't know how or what I'm feeling right now...just pain...no matter what I choose to do with myself it will always follow me...the emptiness..the confusion...It doesn't help that yesterday was Sept. 11th. Maybe that has somewhat to do with the way I'm feeling recently..even though I constantly say how a certain date should not change the ( Read more... )

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everything is gonna be alright... anonymous September 13 2005, 15:56:21 UTC
i completely know what you're saying. this time of year is really hard on everyone because willie's death was such a shock. its scary to think that someone you love so much could be gone in an instant and that you'll never see them again. it hurts...i really want everything to work out between us. i want to make this work. i don't want to push you away anymore. you mean to much to me to lose you. i believe that we'll learn from all of this and that our relationship will grow stronger. yes there is heart ache. yes there is sadness and pain. but there is also happiness. there is also caring and love. these are emotions that every human deals with daily. some just deal with it differently then others. the human mind is very fucked up indeed...i will always be there for you baby because i love you. we just need to take things one step at a time and get through this together...to better ourselves and to better our relationship...everything is gonna be alright...xoxo JON

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well candeecara September 13 2005, 17:39:15 UTC
what do you think would fill your "hole"?

I have one too, my problem is knowing what to do...

idk

+1
<3 Cara

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thebabykitties September 13 2005, 17:56:52 UTC
i like HATE being happy. So i constantly am tha louf fat girl.

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