Butterflies

[lasilvia]

I've got butterflies and they're not the good kind.  I could curl up in a ball right now and just whimper.  What's made me such a mess?  I don't know.  Maybe it was writing out the bills.  Sometimes I think it would be better to just mentally snap.  Lock me up in a padded room, drug me up and just leave me there.  I just want to get to the point

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[diaphoni]

*hugs* I wish I could bundle you and the kitties up and take you away to some place safe (and not in a stalkerie way either) I so understand those attacks, I hate them. I'm always around if you need to talk sweetie.

[lasilvia]

Thank you Diaphoni. I'm okay. I just sometimes hate everything so much it's overwhelming. I've gotta get a grip.

[mystery_skies]

I canceled my hair appointment because I was having an anxiety attack so bad that I almost couldn't breathe. I was shaking. I was crying. At work. I came home and took a hot bath and curled up and watched Buffy. I feel slightly better, but my stomach is still all icky feeling and my head hurts and I feel like a complete failure.

*sigh*

I know how you feel about the mornings, and getting through the day. I think I'm going to start taking the L-tryptophan again.

Will you go to Dillard's with me on Thursday to look at boots?

*SQUISH*

We'll be ok. At some point. <3

[lasilvia]

Maybe there was something weird in the air last night. I hope we both feel better today. I'll go with you to Dillards. I shall look only. Look only.