I'm not scared anymore. I'm not. That you-know-what can kiss my tail. And if he is still involved with her, he can kiss my tail, too. Neither of them will know how to find me. Period ( Read more... )

If he is fucking lying to me, I will FUCKING KILL HIM! I will make his life a fucking living hell! He better not have lied to me. He better not be talking to her. If she is talking to her, I will fucking kill him. I will not let him use me. If he....just...grr. He will not lie to me again. He will not lie to me ever. Asshole. Fucking ASSHOLE!  ( Read more... )

'Cause I am living just to breathe. And I need something more To keep on breathing for. So give me something to believe ( Read more... )

My back is fucking killing me. I have to have my gallbladder removed. Right now, I'm playing the waiting game on knowing when. :/  I hate waiting ( Read more... )

My emotions have been so ranged today. I'm so tired now. So so tired ( Read more... )

I know I shouldn't give a shit or anything, but Crystal is already dating someone else. wtf? I was feeling so bad for her bc I figured she was going through the same thing I'm going through. The love of my life cheated on me. It hurts so fucking bad. It's like, I want to forgive him. But I can't help thinking that he is still lying to me. I check ( Read more... )

There's a hole where my heart should be. I wish I could cry. The tears won't form.

"I'm happy. Hope you're happy, too ( Read more... )

My head is SWIMMING right now! I've been going nuts because he's been gone. He just left yesterday, but still. I've been freaking out about school. I think I'm about to fail. I'm going to flunk out for a year. I guess it shouldn't matter. I'm going to have a baby pretty soon. I'm getting married. Michael is going to take care of me. But, still. I ( Read more... )

Says they call her out by her name ( Read more... )