oh by the way, you already were that girl

i remember, i used to make you swoon ( Read more... )

you came to me like a dream, the kind that always leaves ( Read more... )

fuck me right?

why is it that i can still think of you when i listen to hellogoodbye? i dont even know if that was something we shared ( Read more... )

would it be too ironic to say that i feel like im drowning? nothing about this whole fucking thing seems worth it. did i really think that this would be all that it was built up to be? what was my motivation? oh yeah... her. now what do i have ( Read more... )

so here it comes. my second to last night of living in this house ive called home for twenty years and thinking about nothing other than that simple fact. Today has been a day of lasts. lasts and goodbyes ( Read more... )

one two minute phone call is all that it took. and i still dont have a reasonable or acceptable explanation as to why ( Read more... )

So guess what? Im bitter. Who knew? And you know what makes it even better? THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT. ha, bet you never thought i had it in me to not try to take the blame. This time i wasnt the one that fucked everything up. Oh, and hey, dont you dare try to pass this off as something that you are doing for me. This isnt whats best for me. maybe for ( Read more... )

So in like 2 years from August, I'll be Petty Officer Casiano. And hopefully deciding where i want to move. or go to college. or stay in Charleston. Might be married by then. hopefully. not that there is any doubt in whether or not she'll say yes, just the timing.