well i just got a new laptop, so now i have no excuse not to write anymore.... ok, well all done for now.

I had a realization the other day of the part of me thats going to ruin anything/everything if i let it continue to exist. It sort of has something to do with the fact that i care too much, but lets face it, thats a quality worth keeping and im sure anyone who does care too much is someone who is often refered to with great reverence, at least in ( Read more... )

it sure has been a while since i've used this old thing, but it guess its about time that i did. i graduated a week ago, and i dont really feel much different, just glad that i'm getting money for it. I've hung out with quinn twice in the past week, and i love it. so many great memories just come flooding back when we are together. i've missed him ( Read more... )

i just had an epiphony...

i am no longer a hopeless/helpless romantic...

i've found the missing link. i've found the help. i've found the hope. and she is going to marry me. one day. i cant wait. god. i cant wait.

Daphne.... i love you. im in love with you. this much squared. always and forever.

as i sat on the bus back from tucson, it hit me. it hit me hard. i really do have the best girlfriend ever. see, most girls would stay home, knowing that their boyfriend is off in another city, hanging out with the guys, just kinda enjoying their time to themselves. not my girlfriend. not even close. how many other girls would do pretty much all ( Read more... )

for some reason i'm feeling really excited about love. i can feel my heart pounding. i just hung up with daphne and my heart is racing. we have the best conversations. we have real conversations. i think part of my excitement right now has to do with the lines in the song im listening to right now ( Read more... )

yeah.... i admit it. im scared. the thought scares me. we are strong though. strong enough to overcome anything. our future is too precious to both of us. what we want will make it happen. there is nothing anyone can do to stop that. not even this ( Read more... )

there was not another way i would want to spend a day without school.

i love her. more than anything.

today, while at church, i looked down. i looked down at my hand, which was holding the hand of my future wife daphne. with a smile i look over to my parents, who have been married and very much in love for 25 years. they too are holding hands just as my lovely daphne and i are. i then think to myself that i can tell that my hands are the ( Read more... )

its kinda fun to listen to sad songs and know that i never have to worry about being able to relate to them anymore.

'i love the hell outta ya'