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[last_kyker]

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[anonymous]

I think people these days lack compassion. They dont have that extra sense of love for their fellow man, that unconditional love that transcends race, gender, class, reputation, status, or any other silly classification people have placed upon each other. I guess you could call it just plain kindness. Whatever it is, it doesnt exist anymore. People are too preoccupied with themselves and too preoccupied with getting a quick fix in life to look at the people around them and to strive for a long-term solution to life's problems. They want happiness for themselves, as quickly as they can, they dont care how long it last or how truly genuine it is, they will step over anyone to get it. These days, there is no room for compassion, "Why be kind to others when the only person worth looking after is yourself." This is the motto of the world today, what a shame.

[last_kyker]

you are right to a degree.
the human race lack care for one and other. the fact that there are billions of us on the earth makes most people only truley care for a group of about 15 people who are usually friends and family.
but we all are still animals. we have the ability to turn on or off our compassion feelings or desires. and sadly, most deside to ignore the phrase "good will toward men."

[anonymous]

i hate myself. people say i'm pretty, nice or cute. But, i don't believe it, i don't know why, it's like i can't trust anyone. This scares me because i worry about if i'll ever be able to love someone if i can't even love myself. i'm so shy around people. it's horrible because i feel like if i'm too out there, people will think i'm annoying or they'll not like me anymore, but it kills me to not say anything. i must be afraid of commitment, the longest relationship i've had is a month, but i broke up with him because "he annoyed me" but really it was me being scared of him breaking up with me and on the inside i was begging for "freedom" i'm afraid. afraid of life and everything about it.

[last_kyker]

Dear whoever you are,

i cant stress enough how important it is to care for yourself. if you are truley "out there" you will find comfort in the fact that everyone in the world is at least a little strange. god knows, i've spent quite a bit of my life trying to figure out whether or not im crazy. the end result was that i appreciated people who were strange or different. i found comfort in the fact that there were people very close who are just as messed up as i am.

[anonymous]

i think Alex Robinson is a fucking dick.

[last_kyker]

i don't know about that...
but i hvent seen him much lately.
so you could be right.

[anonymous]

I can't open up fully to anyone. And I want to so desparately. But I won't let myself. I just want to break down and cry and have someone hold me and tell me everything will be okay. But I can't let myself. I can't let anyone see how weak I really am. So vulnerable. I need help- I need to let everything out. But it's been inside me so long I'm scared of what will come out, and I won't ever be able to put any of it back in.

[last_kyker]

find someone who will listen. i will absolutely listen and try to help as much as i can if you feel comfortable with that. if you need it, give me a call. it would help the both of us. it is important to express yourself.
and eventually you have to do it before you explode or kill someone.
and dont worry about showing weakness. we are all incredibly weak. and just because society makes you want to bottle it up is no good reason to create so much emotional preasure. if you really need help you can find it in true friends.

[anonymous]

i have no self esteem. i hate what i look like and i don't say what i think a lot of the time because i am afraid of the real me and what people will think of me. no one really knows who i am. no one does. they think they do but they don't. i am afraid that i will loose everyone in my life because they don't like me or i will make that one tragic mistake that makes me loose everything. i don't cry. i can't break down in front of people. i broke down in front of one person, my friend, and i have regretted it ever since. i haven't cried in front of anyone. i let them see my weakness. and i didn't want to show that person that. i am angry that they got to see that part of me that no one else did. and i didn't want it to be them either. i am angry for the things that have happened to me and my family in my life. i am so angry and sad that i don't know what to do. i think that people don't like me. all the time. i think that my friends are just my friends for some other reason rather than just liking me. i feel like no one will ever want

[anonymous]

no one truely knows anybody. i believe that somaone's true persona cannot be truely found even by themself. so, like everyone you create a title for yourself. mine is SAM. or SAM KYKER. or LAST_KYKER. or SAMUEL JOHN KYKER. you get it. and this title holds as much of you as you think you know.

[anonymous]

no one truely knows anybody. i believe that somaone's true persona cannot be truely found even by themself. so, like everyone you create a title for yourself. mine is SAM. or SAM KYKER. or LAST_KYKER. or SAMUEL JOHN KYKER. you get it. and this title holds as much of you as you think you know.
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we are all very weak....very, very weak. but our title gives our life support. to know what you like and what you think your characteristics are. so when you remove your persona, revieling a lesser knows part of yourself, you show weakness. which few have seen from you.

the important thing to remember is that the better you think you know yourself, the stronger your title is when it tis on or off.

so, if you feel shity. and you don't know why. and you have a problem showing weakness. analyze yourself to make tour title stronger.

i kope i helped

[last_kyker]

sorry, those 2 where me