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betwixt
I often find myself wondering what my purpose is. Then I conclude that I don't have one. I am no more important than sea creatures at the bottom of the ocean. Everything that breathes is equal and for some reason that's really disappointing. We are bred to believe we can have it all. We can achieve anything and don't forget, We. are. the. best. My ( Read more... ) -
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I've always been too much to handle and I will always be too much to handle. People don't change much no matter which way you try to look at them. It's so heartbreaking to feel like you've finally connected with someone and have it repeatedly shattered over and over again. I can't help but feel it's all my doing. They always say it's my fault ( Read more... ) -
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It's almost midnight but I'm not tired. Blayne and I took a power nap from 5-8:30pm. Instead of being wrapped in his arms tonight, like I usually am, I'm home in my own bedroom listening to my parents argue. I've been really independent lately. Thinking my own thoughts, making good grades, taking full responsibility for everything I do but ( Read more... ) -
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A couple months ago I was flexing my biceps and admiring my inner strength in the mirror. Tonight I'm enjoying the taste of peanut butter and standing 10 feet away from anything that shows a refection. This is a pitty post ( Read more... ) -
I'm turning to the internet to jot down my thoughts because I am tired
I was gathering my supplies and books for school tomorrow morning and I couldn't help but pick up and flip through my old favorite bed time stories from when I was a young girl. My boyfriend Blayne is in a children's literature class so I thought I'd bring him my favorite ones because I remember I told him I loved them mostly for the illustrations ( Read more... ) -
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I've been detached from this beautiful world for far too long ( Read more... ) -
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Falling in love again doesn't seem worth it anymore. I used to live life searching for someone to love and for someone to return that love. I felt it was something I was good at. I would always find that special someone for the time being and it seemed fairly easy to get any boy to mutter he loves me but now the thought makes my stomach lurch. My ( Read more... ) -
nothing ventured, nothing gained
My life has been a whirlwind since January ( Read more... )
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