I've been doing kinda shitty in school lately. I'm pretty scared for term 3 report cards. 
I got my prom dress. Its red and a halter top kind and has sparkly stuff on the torso part. It's not a puffy one, cause that one was lke $310. I havent really told anyone about it yet, and I think Michelle is the only one whos actaully seen it, cause she was ( Read more... )

In tears I saw you sinking,
I watched you fade away.
My heart was fully broken,
You fought so hard to stay.
But when I saw you sleeping
So peaceful, free from pain,
I could not wish you back again,
To suffer that again.
A million times I needed you,
A million times I cried,
If love could have saved you,
You never would have died.
If I could only have one wish,
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omg, new entry time ( Read more... )

i cant even remember the last time i had a real entry. I'll do the best i can with this one ( Read more... )

Things since my last update:

boyfriend.choir.singing.working.school.midterms.sadness.
laughter.dancing.music.sleepless-nights.weekends.dresses.
movies.icecoffee.ASP.car.driving-hours.angry-parents.drama.
marcellos.illegal-car-rides.homework.muffins.checks.talks.
snow.pictures.computer.thoughts.missing people like you.

I found this on myspace, and its so true that I felt the need to share it with everyone. Especaily my public school friends, even though they wont appreciate it as much as the catholic school ones. But here... have fun ( Read more... )

My lj is so plain. someone should help me fix it.

Vacation was super.
I spent my days & nights with people I love very much. I saw my old and newer friends a lot, which makes me happy. I miss them... in case I never make that obvious to anyone. 
I went to the mall 4 times. I went to the movies 2 twice. I got my hair cut. I learned to skate. I spent a ( Read more... )

Where are you Christmas?
Why can't I find you?
Why have you gone away?
Where is the laughter you used to bring me?
Why can't I hear music play?

My world is changing
I'm rearranging
Does that mean Christmas changes too ?

tonight basically sucked.

i had 2 places i could have been, but went to niether porque i had no transportation.

i should call to make my driving hour appointments really soon.

1 month and 30 days until Ferbruary 15. score.

I would like to state that my last entry was a little heavy, and I realize that I probably shouldnt have posted that kind of stuff on the internet. But I like to use my journal as a way to let out the things I keep bottled up inside so I wont take it out on you (or whoever). I dont use it for attention, I do it to make myself feel better ( Read more... )