oh, lonely.

[lastdaysofdisco]

this feeling creeps up on me every once in awhile, even after satisfying experiences with wonderful company. awful how that works huh? i never know how to deal with it properly either. like i just want to grasp onto someone, but fear coming across as insecure or needy. i am generally neither. it's strange how difficult it is to talk about feelings

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[lastdaysofdisco]

oh nice! :)

i am supposed to be grabbing a drink at the only soonish (maybe 11), but i will come to ossia with you for a bit! have you left yet?

[givmewings]

it was nice to see you at breakfast the other morning ^_^

[lastdaysofdisco]

aw, t'was nice to see you and your adorable family too :) we should do it again sometime. i will try to be more alery/less sleepy! heh.

[givmewings]

sounds good :)

[minds_on_fire]

sharon my dear, sorry i was rude a few times while you were visiting. it had nothing to do with you or anyone else, other than myself. i fully understand loneliness, if ever want to chat. none of us want to seem insecure or needy, but i have a feeling we all are in some way and at some point in our lives. if you want someone to talk to, i'm here.
and remember, you have friends all over the province just dying to hang out with you!

[lastdaysofdisco]

aww shama, i love you, i really do :) you have been, and continue to be, really important to me! we do need to keep in touch more though. it's been awhile since we've had a talk at length :D

i seriously did not pick up on any rude vibes from you, so no need to apologize! hope things are okay with you <3

it's strange. i feel a lot better now. sometimes it has nothing to do with physically being alone, more like a feeling that occurs even while surrounded by people. i think it really does stem from little bouts of insecurity though. as much as i hate to admit it heh. i guess there's nothing unique about that :)

we should definitely talk soon, i'll give you a call sometime!