I haven't felt this alone and helpless and stuck in years. Yes, I realize that I will come out of it stronger, whatever whatcoughBScoughever, but right now, all I want to do is get the hell out of town to clear my head. But getting out of town means being alone, which apparently isn't a safe bet right now. Half because it just isn't a good plan, ( Read more... )

Two years ago, to this day, I pierced my bellybutton. I still love it ( Read more... )

(( OK STHO: As of late, I have felt absolutely ANCIENT. In efforts to battle this disease, I have begun to force myself to embrace things that don't make me feel old, aka happy things. I've been making myself write nightly journal entries again on paper, hoping that writing it down will help me remember good times in the future. I think some of ( Read more... )

At least when I'm sitting around on a more or less stupid night, feeling more or less ditched by pretty much everyone, I can still depend on conversations with Patrick that will end up like this ( Read more... )

When it rains, it pours ( Read more... )

I'll never know how or why I depend on the calendar so much ( Read more... )

If you've ever had a remotely serious conversation with me, you've heard me say something about "it could be worse" or "you have to have some bad to have some good." I honestly believe in this. if life were perfect all the time, we'd grow dissastified all too quickly. It's the not-so-great things that make us appreciate the better times ( Read more... )

I found it funny that after Nick and Kendrick got the sweet, innocent, and happy results on this quiz, I got this:



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I kinda screwed this whole thing up ( Read more... )

Ah, someone mark the date!! I feel optimistic ( Read more... )