I remembered again who it was you reminded me of...you remind me of Relena, just in the way you hold yourself, your ideals, and live your life. Not that im comparing myself to Heero Yuy, just thats who you make me think of.

to all you who have the BC expansion pack, i envy you all and hope the servers lag and shut down for the next two weeks because of it ( Read more... )

the halo 3 and halo wars previews give me goosebumps. god damn....

i cant sleep for some reason.
whats new.

caitlin called me at 1:30, and picked me up at 3:00 am for a bonfire. stayed there till about 5 when it started raining. i guess....i dont know. it was fun and i was depressed so i guess it was what i needed. i got to make fun of people and they were all drunk so they didnt care too much.

i still dont get whats so great about a new year ( Read more... )

Ive always asked myself, if I wasnt a christian, would that factor have given me more then enough to finally end it all with my own hands? Is my religion a from of crutch for the weaker side of me? I guess in all fairness my faith is the only reason i continue breathing, but the topic came up and made me think a bit about its.

hm.

Brightly shone the moon that night,
Though the frost was cruel,
When a Priest came in sight
Gathering winter fuel.

Good King Wenceslas
from the Christmas Song Generator.

I found an old picture of her. One she took for me. One she smiled her smile she only smiled for me. One she gave to me knowing how much I hate pictures. One I promised I would keep until the end. One I hid from myself, knowing that it would one day be stumbled upon by myself, only to be stared at for the better part of an hour in awe. Amazed i ( Read more... )

a wise man said to me "Of all the shit that i have gotten to do in my life, the one that ive learned about people is that when your on the top you're never alone, but if you slip and fall it hurts like hell. thats when you find out who you and your friends truly are ( Read more... )