Okay, let's do this.

I'm following Bryanne's advice for diet.  A piece of fruit for breakfast, nuts for lunch or as needed, and a light dinner.  This is from a real live skinny person, and it sounds perfect.  I can keep fruit and nuts in my car, so that's rockin.  Also, fruit has some good vitamins so I don't end up with scurvy or something nasty ( Read more... )

So, I got sick the day after I started working out.  Perfect.  I've spent most of the weekend on my sisters couch sleeping, but we did go on a couple of adventures ( Read more... )

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I feel empty.  Last winter is rushing over me.  All I can think about when I look at him is that whore and her miscarriage.

It had to be him.  It had to be.

He lies, he has his secrets.  Now I'm going to have mine.

So, I've been out.  Been dancing.  Been living life ( Read more... )

I remember it so vividly.  The ache of emptiness, the sting of tears.  The paint smeared up my arms.  The blood that ran down..  How was it possible to feel so liberated and so miserable at once?

But now, times like these, I long to run wild.  I guess it's just a part of nature

I've been hiding from all this at my sisters house for the better part of two weeks.

There are loud annoying stoner guys (boyfriend included) in the living room.  I thought that maybe, if I came back he'd want to spend time with me.  Of course, that was all before Mike and Joel came in through a cloud of smoke.

I hate the guy group.  I hate my living ( Read more... )

The wind rushes over me like secrets unfolding.  I can't stand the sound of the voices but they carry anyway.  I feel myself, separating from them as the truth is unveiled.  I am not this person.  This is not my life to live.

And so I sit on the edge and ponder over city scapes. Where should I be right now, I ask, but there is no answer.  So I set ( Read more... )

Cleaned room, for it is my sanctuary when my apartment is invaded by dumb stoner guys.  Looked for my 108 ways to transform a tee shirt book, but it is mia.  I plan to look exceptionally hot tonight and was hoping to make a new outfit.

Getting shit faced with kelly tonight.  I predict that it will be a fun night.

The earth opened its mouth, and I fell down, deep into her throat, darkness consuming me, all of me.

When I woke up, I was here.  Here, I'm the queen bitch.  Here, I'm called names.  Here, I feel worn down.  Here, I feel like I'm surrounded by children.

My bathtub is blue.  My coffee table that has an original painting by me on the surface has the ( Read more... )