how much would it suck if i died from my contacts? i think it would totally suck. i'm gonna have my eye looked at. then i'm going to have my glasses fixed, maybe get new ones with spiffier frames and then say "a pox on contacts!"

i think i'm getting really stupid.

why can't it be fun? why can't anything be innocent anymore? why can't we enjoy each other's company simply for the sake of being around one another? why does everything have overtones and undertones? why can't life just be enjoyed anymore? why can't i be around the people i love? why can't the people i love be around me? why am i stuck here ( Read more... )

to hell with livejournal.

i have achieved a whole new level of nerdiness. i am now a fan of battlestar galactica. god i'm sad. yes that was my friday night.

the fire alarms in my house are playing a cruel trick on me. one of them beeps and when i investigate that one, one on another floor beeps. and i tried to hold down the button like the alarm says to "to silence" it says, and it went off, so i guess it only silences when its already going off...so, since the one in my room isn't beeping (*knock on ( Read more... )

jesus christ my neck hurts. i can't really move my head without moving my entire body, because moving my head alone hurts like a bitch. my one roommate is very offended by the fact that i don't want her to infect me with whatever sickness she's contracted recently. she's all stuffed up and sniffly and i'm sorry. just don't breathe on my bed. i ( Read more... )

so in my sad excuss for sleep last night i had some weird dreams...i have no clue...one was about tyler shields...another about this guy mike...and those are the ones that i remember...weird. grrr. class. and no time to get to starbucks before. this sucks.

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!! what have we learned??

...no more left over applebee's and 2 cups of some random guy's random concoction before bed...

for it equals for a bad stomach and no sleep. and it does not help the pinched nerve in the neck.

joy.

i wish i knew how to stop thinking, then maybe, maybe, i could sleep.

I'm trying so hard to work on the novel...nothing is working though...what's wrong with me? stupid creativity!!! work!!!! *rachel smacks her creativity like a TV*