I'm doing ok.

here's the but:

but if getting what i want makes me happy, content. but makes other people unhappy, is that fair? how can i do that? how can i know that in order for me to be happy someone has to be miserable? i guess its just the american dream.

I GOT 8 HOURS OF SLEEP LAST NIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

maybe if i could sleep then the days would be distinguishable...maybe then i could remember that its monday...it is monday right ( Read more... )

don't talk to me ever again.

please.

so when did this whole "people frickin hate rachel" trend start? why wasn't i told about it? i honestly would have liked to have been informed. blah. i just can't do this anymore ( Read more... )

i had a great time driving south. I miss everyone. I miss everyone so much. It was hard to say goodbye to everyone that I got to see this past week. So much has changed and I should have seen it coming. I did see it coming. I'm just oblivious. I'm going to finish up this week at home, make some money, then go back to school and pay my bills ( Read more... )

ok so the first bee, i got him out into the addition. i went for a walk and now there's another bee in here and another one in the chimney trying to get in!!! I'M UNDER ATTACK!!!!

...i think they built a hive in the chimney again...

...maybe i should just build a fire tonight when they're all asleep...

...i'm going to hell...

fuck shoes.

A bee just got into the house through our chiminey. I have this horrible forboding feeling that I'm going to be stung.

I feel like lately all I'm waiting for is to be stung. For that other shoe to drop and kill me or everything kinda ok goin for me with it.

Fuck shoes.

taking a small break from cleaning my room. reorganizing it and all that shiz. i figure i should put all my books on the new shelves as opposed to the floor...fascinating concept really. ;) The days are getting that summer trend but I don't think that it'll last for long. though I'm being productive.

Happy Holidays.