First Real Update Since The Dance/Lock-In
so i'll talk about the dance
so the dj was 30-45 minutes late but thats ok. the dance was till 930. i danced with jesse and brandon meisner. i asked brandon and hes like "i'll try since i only have one arm". it was so cute. there was a picture taken of us i think. then i asked jesse and he gave me the biggest smile and he said yeah and uhh i was soo happy :-) well wayyy before the first dance i was like crying and crying and crying since i saw matt's arms around amanda and hand-holding and crap. i was so upset. everybodys like whats wrong alesha. and i know people are like that but i just wanted them to leave me alone. i am so happy brock and kim are going out. he said im soo happy you told me to go out with her alesha. i havent been this happy for a long time and i was so happy that he was happy. well kim is quite happy and she thanked me for hooking them up too. i was just happy that they were happy. gosh im saying happy alot. 9 times in the last 5 sentences. anyways. after the dance i told gaven that i wish we could at least be friends since i never judged him or anything. but like that'll happen ::rolls eyes:: he told me something like they were talking about me er something and he wouldnt tell me what they said so im gunna yell at tony on the bus and not talk to him. well then gaven, tony, brandon, and matt walked out the door and i called matt over. they all were like dont go dont go but he did anyways. and im like "you saw me crying didnt you" and hes like "well i see you crying right now" but i wasnt crying and im like "its not your fault its mine dont worry about it" and then hes like "ok" and then i said i would talk to him later and he smiled for me and said bye. i mean i bet he talked shit about me at gaven's house but idk i know he didnt mean it..or maybe he did idk. only matt knows. well i'll update sometime about the lock-in. okie dokie. please comment :-(
<3 alesha