The cup is not half empty as pescimists  say
As far as he sees nothing's left in the cup
A whole cup full of nothing for him to indulge
Since the voice of ambition has long since been shut up

A singer, a writer, he's not dreaming now of going nowhere
He gave heed to nothing, and all that he was...
Is just a tragedy

So he voyages in circles
Succeeds ( Read more... )

there aint nobody
asking me
where i've been
there aint nobody
that would name me
as a friend
there aint nobody
that's dropping by
to say hi
there aint nobody
thats caring whether i live or die
i have nobody
to tell about
my growing angers
i have nobody
to tell about me
following strangers
there aint nobody
making sure i'm taking all of my pills
there aint nobody
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i'm in class at pjc. bored off my ass. listenin to bone thugs. i'm about to leave early i think. fuck this class. eeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrgh!!!!!!! i think i'm about to fuckin snap. i've been high strung lately but this is fuckin ridiculous

it's not everyday i get to sit around and chat
sit down and think
maybe even talk about that
shit just drives me crazy
fuckin me up
i'm outta luck like a slut with nobody to fuck
somebody talk to me
hear me out
lend me an ear
before i lose it on society and do it so
violently
livin with fear
hands sweaty
losin my breath
i'm sittin with death
somebody's sittin on ( Read more... )

I was just a child but you seemed like so much more
The way you would approach me and drift across the floor
I'd see you in the hall, and you'd kiss me with a smile
I never understood it, was I even worth your while?
The others kids at school, they would hate me and they'd spit
Cause I was just a no one, to them I wasn't shit
But you would always ( Read more... )

hey kids. i'm still in denver. i'm leavin tomorrow morning though. i'm tryin to find some acid while i'm out here but it's not goin to great. anyway just figured i'd update. pretty boring, eh? well maybe this'll liven it up a little.

"come over here
i wanna tell you a story
it's an ugly one
it's about neden
and how i cant get none
i could have cocaine ( Read more... )

Clever got me this far
Then tricky got me in
Eye on what I'm after
I don't need another friend
Smile and drop the cliche
Till You think I'm Listening

Take Just What I came for
Then I'm out the door again

Pheripheral on the package
Don't Care to settle in
Time to feed the monster
I Don't need another friend
Comfort is a mystery
Crawling out of my own skin

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have you ever tried
to get the fuck up out your hole but
fall right back inside?
once again denied
have you ever seen
people turn into the devil over
money green?
tell me what it means
have you ever been
to the wicked part of town and
would you go again?
they dont want you in
would you follow me
if i knew where it rains diamonds?
no more poverty
as clean as we ( Read more... )

we look into the stars
foretold everyone
somethin dark and wicked this way comes
we told of oddities
crawlin from the dark
and a carnival
which we can all belong
i dwell upon the streets
and i can tell you this
i see some circus juggalo shit goin on
people drawn together
by rare and scrubby music
and we even gather once a year to put it down

with tilt-a-whirls ( Read more... )

i'm bored. turns out my grandma might not die today. that's fresh. "i was never popular, this i'll admit, fuck school!, school never liked me, cool." the gathering is in like..............19 or 20 days. fuckin dope. i cant wait. well...technically i'm leaving for the gathering in 20 days. the gathering's not for about a week after that. but ( Read more... )