ive been wallowing in my own chaotic, insecure delusions.

Oct 13, 2005 18:21

feelings still linger from yesterday. tingling and that... racing heart blah cold sweat ( Read more... )

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natz_jr_toilet October 14 2005, 10:16:45 UTC
eK!. ill give u a call after school emo bud.

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anonymous October 16 2005, 05:30:05 UTC
Trust me, I know the feeling. The only thing you can do is let it hurt. It will get better, but honestly it will probably get worse first. I heard my boyfriend say to me "My heart is still with her..." and I literally went screaming down the back hallway of the mall and fell down crying in a heap on the floor, begging, screaming... I even hit him a few times. It kills you inside, you feel like you can't go on, and no matter what anyone says you can't help but love them no matter what they did, no matter how much they deserve to be in agony like they did to you... and that makes it sting just that much more. It's horrible, and no one deserves it, but shit happens. Shit sucks, I can tell you I have a bunch of shit right now, but the sun comes up again, the fire dies down, and the tears of hate and anger and love that was not reciprocated will lessen. Only time can heal these wounds, and when they hurt the most is when time moves the slowest. I am so sorry, michael. You of all people, considering who our mother is, do not ( ... )

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kate_ta_deex3 October 18 2005, 00:53:55 UTC
katie loves you! lol
sorry to hear about that shit.
thats gay as hell.
i got ur back nigga!
im not gunna see you sad!

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lasttimeleaving October 18 2005, 01:21:49 UTC
thats the katie i used to know =) you got my back nigga, and i got yo back if ya ever need it.

have a nice day!

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