Been doing some thinking...

[lastuni81]

I've been doing a lot of thinking in the past few weeks. I know I think way too much about things going on in my life, or not going on in my life for that matter. I've just been extremely stressed out and overwhelmed for the last four weeks and I'm pretty sure it's not going to get much better anytime soon. Most of the stress is from my classes

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[forsakenmermaid]

I get that way too, especially when I had my internship. It made me feel useless because everyone just wanted me to file papers and bring them coffee. I find that working on a project, like writing a story or making something makes me feel more useful. ^_^

[lastuni81]

Thanks! :) When I get the chance I think I will start writing again. When I write poetry it makes me feel better when I get it out and put it on paper or post it in my LJ.

about the feeling...

[dryadisvesperi]

hey Dana,

I don't want to sound like the same repetitive people you already mentioned is all you hear, but trust me i have gotten the same feeling over and over in my life. Its that 'rut' feeling you can't pinpoint as any one particular thing, it's just you know somethings wrong in your life. its almost like life itself isn't right, just the matching of all the things you have in front of you isn't adding up. I have felt it a ton of times, but honestly i can't tell you how to find your way out of it... not that i think you are begging for an answer or solution.

If you think a camping trip for a weekend with friends would help, let me know, I'm up for a camp out - i haven't went camping in a long time- and i miss it. Shoot- if you want to go camping though, figure a weekend for it quick, cause i don't know about you but i'm not camping in bitter cold weather in a tent anymore- those years of my life are over.

-mike

Re: about the feeling...

[lastuni81]

Hey Mike,

Thanks for the reply. I really do feel like things aren't adding up right now, and I'm just in a 'rut' situation. It will just take some time to work it all out. Even if I don't feel totally okay right now, I know I will be eventually. I always have hope.

As far as camping goes -- I'll let you know. Andrea and I were talking about it last Friday, but we haven't made any major decisions yet. I don't know if it will be anytime soon, for all I know it could be next spring sometime. I don't want to go camping with tents when it is bitter cold either, but a bunch of could always chip in and get a cabin. I know it's not exactly roughing it, but it would still be fun.

~ Dana

[scarletsita]

I just wanted to thank you for replying back. I hope you had a spooky Halloween. Take care and I we become great pen pals...

Scarlett