Tomorrow, if anyones available.
take me away.

made $8 tonight at the bar, working 9 hours ( Read more... )

Lets make this simplistic.
I love you, you look at me as an object.
I dont like you anymore than a friend, yet you dont understand that im trying to push you away.
I wish you werent so far away, id have something with you.

Take me away.

Yesterday made up for the loss of control ive been feeling.
To hear you say you would take me back, made me rethink everything ive become.
Ill be here waiting for you, no matter how long it takes.
I love you.

The things I would trade, to go back to January ( Read more... )

Alot has gone on. That one speck of dallas delight pulled a stupid move and pushed me away. I met someone new, and hes the real deal ( Read more... )

Ive finally found that small speck of delight ive been looking for in a person.
complete opposite of me, but a sweetheart none the less.

Unfortunately, that one person is moving to dallas tomorrow, and wont be back til january.
just my luck, right?

Just a couple simple things, to get off my chest.

Kevin Eugene Knorr,
the one person I would give up anything to speak to again.

Patrick Alan Humphrey,
the one person I would give up anything to be with again.

That is it.

Oh, and an fyi.
Im going to be single forever.
Ive already had people establish that for me.

Ive made horrible decisions lately.
Tonight, is going to be different.
Tonight, i will be finding out truth about everything.
No barriers or bridges,
just all laid out on the table to be picked at with the utmost ease.

Please give me a sense of hope, balance, and patience.