I guess things weren't going as I thought.

I'm sorry you think that I take everything you do for me for granted. And I'm sorry that you think you raised someone that would spend five months with a person out of boredom.

You obviously never really knew me.

I'm craving that one week back in January.

Why did it have to end so quickly?

Psychology on the Warrington campus is a joke.

I'm missing Bonnie dearly. I guess she needs a break.

I would very much like to see a certain Williams girl that does the Charlie's Angels booty shake like no other. I guess she's busy too.

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I wish I could stop feeling like I have to worry.

I thought this would be the one that I kept.

I'm being myself again.

And it's ruining everything.

"Before I let you down again
I just wanna see you in your eyes
I wouldn't have taken everything out on you
I only thought you could understand."
-Mazzy Star-

...I thump and shatter and quake
at lost love
hard earned love
nickels and dimes love
bright blue eyes love
contradictory love
watered down whiskey love
I am on the dotted line....

Tomorrow I will be on a plane to California.

It's been too long.

I'm finally going home.

See you guys in two weeks.

Regrets.

I suppose I should have thought about it a little more.

I just dont know.

Such a strange sequence of events. Hopefully this doesn't turn to shit like everything else.

Graduated. Turned 18. Got nice and sloppy drunk.

My friends give the best presents EVER.

So maybe I am looking forward to this. Maybe I hope it does turn into something "stable".

It would be a nice change.

A much needed change.

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