just for anyone who might be wondering (someone might try pretending the were to humor me..)
my life is happy now.
i've realized that if a friend or two decides to forget me, i'll decide to forget them and be better off without em.
maybe im writing this because it's 3:23 am...ooo dislexia..it's actually 3:32.

aaannyyway.
i feel like writing about ( Read more... )

yo yo yo wassup ladies.

this is a shout out to my main squeeze k-bug da moondizzle dawg yayuh.

dear pooker boot,
i know my calculus, it means you + me = us.
our hookups, yo dair off da heazy.
will i ever stop feelin ya?
nizzle.

peace.

p.s. josh you're my other squeeze. my lover squeeze even. i lubboo wee wee. you drama queen to the maxXx.

i've been replaced for so many, by so many that i have begun to know the feeling of a diagnosis plague.
and has anyone given me a second glance?
ofcourse not, what's to see?
no one is my real friend anymore.
can we all get any faker?
josh hasn't replaced me yet, but how long will that last.
obviously it's me and i need to get a grip on things if i want ( Read more... )

i just dont know what to do with myself here lately.
i think i've slept for the past 4 days...only waking here and there to change classes.
i sleep at home. i sleep on the way to school. i sleep at school. then i do it all over again.

oh well.
i dont sleep through lunch. that's for sure.

anyway, i have a crazy schedule this semester.
us history for 1st ( Read more... )

aubrey is missing.
somehow she got out of the cage.
i can't catch her...she's too fast for me.
every now and then i'll see her and try to get her, but she outsmarts me.

she's so little.
the littlest of the three, and least intellegent.
which is still mucho brilliant, but less than the other two (girlies?) to be quiet honest.
why the (...?)....well. ( Read more... )

since kayla and jessie both tagged me, i suppose i shall give in to their lj ways ( Read more... )

i have chicken pox.
at first i laughed at myself, but now it itches like zskjbds,fd..like that.
chicken pox. pfft, who gets that?

let us commence with calling this my downer journal.
the question is, why am i so sad right now and before and before.
the answer: yet to be determined. yeah, like the song.

could it be that i feel as though people (humans) don't quiet have the brain capacity to fully understand their emotions, therefor they thrive on pretending to be in control ( Read more... )

things haunting me:

• the dream where donovan and i were brother and sister and we were kidnapped...i think it really happened in another life.
• silvia derosett got away with stealing my sketch book and got to freakin KEEP my damn sketchbook while i had to get a new one..all of my sketches are gone. GONE. not a big deal right? no, just the sketches i ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

CATT MRUM!

FOZZY!

MATT!          
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