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[late_forthesky]

i know you don't read this anymore.

if you do, i'm seriously screwed.

its not like it will make a difference.

but here we go.

"sooooo

i'm sorry for what happened.
i know i was an idiot.

but i tried to put things back together. i tried for a real long time.
and you said no.
you said no every single time.

i know my way of feeling hasn't stopped.
i'm sure yours has.

i just miss it.
i miss you driving me home.
i miss feeling your arms wrap around me.
having to stretch to kiss. and hug. and do anything.

and i miss you.
i miss you.
you.

i've been having super nostalgic flashbacks.

god.
i'm so screwed.

i'm just going to be turned down.

jesus.