Overwhelmed by the beauty; height; breadth. So many layers, so much complexity. Miles of beautiful grey stone criss-crossing that green (SO green). The water that can easily swallow you whole, stretching forever in all directions. Aqua-blue. The yellow leaves. Stepping over and admiring the reds, so brilliant, how does that happen? Crunching and ( Read more... )

that you know how perfect we are for each other.. and how i know you better than anyone else.. even yourself and likewise.. but yet.. you still find a way to not be there.. or push yourself away at random times.. and when you run.. you run far.. and get lost in the dark.. in that alley.. where i was for a while.. remember?.. remember that advice ( Read more... )

We are all in the game. We've been dealt our hands, and we are now deciding which cards we would like to trade in. Who knows if the new cards we might recieve are better than those that we have discarded? We could play it safe and not give up any of those that we are already holding... but then we would be refusing to let things possibly get better ( Read more... )

Wow. It has been too long since I have been able to sit in the dark, surrounded by a really good storm. Watching incredible down pours, observing the lightening and thunder in their passionate dialogue. It is so soothing. Sometimes it seems that storms are my personal gift from nature; as if it's saying, "I understand how you feel..." and then ( Read more... )

"i'll come back for you.." he said.

his bus left 10 minutes ago.

today started off as any normal day.. woke up at 2 in the afternoon, brushed my teeth.. the usual.. i was planning on going to the Days Away show but no ride.. the only reason i wanted to go was because he had told me last week that he was gonna go.. so i went and got a haircut and dressed up.. but yea i didn't end up going and neither did he.. ( Read more... )

pos chingou Myspace is being gay.. and i'm bored with nothing to do on a Saturday night.. that's great.. i need to get out more often.. it sucks.. i'm supposed to be at the Sounds of the Underground Tour.. but my friends and i decided not to go.. it saved me a lot of money so yea i guess.. besides the show this last thursday was enough for this ( Read more... )

aaaah i find it funny how you're the only person i can stay on the phone for hours with and we hardly talk about anything.. we're fucking stupid and random and gay and immature and i love it... ok ok shut the fuck up ( Read more... )

This summer I feel I've undergone a change so drastic I'm still settling in. People who knew me mere months ago now would probably look at me with expressions of confusion or utter awkwardness. They wouldn't know how to respond to things I do or say. I find it really funny that out of all places to pour my heart out, I choose a public blog where I ( Read more... )

this is me, bored, updating this shit at 4 in the AM.. i'm so freakin sad man.. he hasn't called or texted in a while.. well ok he called me this past saturday but to "hang out" and he did call thursday.. but he only called to tell me that Dane Cook was on Conan and i tried talking to him, but him being the fucking asshole that he is, he goes ahead ( Read more... )