I love being enchanted. Do you ever feel that way? Sometimes I see so much beauty in something or things around me that I feel blessed and enlightened. So fortunate, so at peace. So happy and proud of the world, of this thing I am a part of. Sometimes I feel this when I am hugging someone, and it feels like that is all that matters. Or when you ( Read more... )

So maybe I should stop being so nice??

I hate keeping secrets.. I hate lying about it.. Just let it go.. please.. It'll do us both good. You were right.. "The past is the past".. but it's a little too late to be telling me that because I don't want you in my life anymore. I can care less.. I don't need you in my life.. but why do you keep coming back?! I fuck up all the time.. you've ( Read more... )

what the hell is wrong with me!?

I love the crispness of the fall. That cool refreshing air before everything falls asleep for a while. The cold edge urging you to seek shelter in the warm indoors. The leaves in their red brilliancy. It's all so poetic ( Read more... )

Last call at the hospital
You slept through it all
And these four walls warn you
That your surgery, it might not be the key
To fix the memory of you and me

sorry for sucking at life ( Read more... )

give me impulse ( Read more... )

ok so i didn't write much about what happened these past couple of weeks so here it goes ( Read more... )

The moon is shining so brightly right now. The stars are out; the sky is clear and dark. But the moonlight almost makes it feel like day; like I can see things more clearly because I pay more attention in the dark, yet the moon also makes it well-lit. Sometimes when I'm really tired I get thoughts and feelings that I think I should sleep on so they ( Read more... )