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[lateniteslesley]

Something is really wrong with me this week- I'm horribly off. I haven't felt this down or out of control for more than five years-a time I didn't even know was possible to go back to. But here I am. I know for the most part what is bothering me, but I don't know why it's bothering me to such an extent. And I thought that was the difference between

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[trueandspurious]

I've wanted to make an LJ cry for help this week too but I haven't had the energy/coherence. I started 2 but trashed them because they sounded more fucked up than intended and I didn't want anyone starting a suicide watch for me.

I have no idea how to help, or how to be helped, but I keep thinking the biggest part of my problem is I don't have a job, and if I could only get into some kind of social situation where I saw people and had stuff to do on a regular basis I'd be better. Don't see that happening for me anytime soon. But it will happen to you eventually, that's something.

Either way, we should come out of hiding and get food sometime.