work. gym. beer.
fuckin' hilarious.
i am really happy being alone
. i don't want to date anyone because i am afraid i will change, and i like myself and love myself right now. and i can't deal with being insecure. but this gorgeous 26 yr old art director of a marketing firm likes me. and told me to call him. and our mutual friends say he is a guy worth dating. and to not date him, would be cowardice, and hiding for fear of something bad happening and getting hurt when i have the chance to have something good and feel happy. so i'll call him. but no sex right now (crazy, i know). no sex. just talking. and probably kissing, but i am taking it slow. that's what i have decided. i'm in no rush to find someone, but if something good pops up, grrreat. Anyway: It is sixty five outside. a blunt in the park, and then work at the gallery and then class and then the bar and pool and beer and smokes.