this will eventually come in handy when I get bored and decide to outline every link between my landlord and two or three other individuals who shall remain nameless for reasons of peace ( Read more... )

the worst thing has got to be when you can't hear yourself think. or even better, when you can't hear your own heartbeat, becuase of other people telling you what it sounds like. and the worst part of all of this has got to be the fact of not realizing the obliviousness forever and snapping out of it one day and knowing that even now there's ( Read more... )

so the thing that made my Christmas would probably be the midnight mass. it made me feel way way better. how dorky of me eh? but i liked it. i love religious Christmas carols. and it's so festive and beautiful. i love this weather. i'm thinking and thinking about how to get cash so i could go clothes shopping. some warm fuzzy sweaters would be ( Read more... )

i have an interesting story to tell ( Read more... )

after 48 hours of absolute bitchiness i finally realized i need an rf modulator. how silly of me.

i guess it's settled then.
it is now a part of the living room/my parents' bedroom combo.
so much for MY Christmas present.
i was really looking forward to it too.

it is 7:06 i have today been to confession, the mall to buy last minute gifts for two fathers. liquidators to buy a present for me with my dad. walgreens to buy presents for my mom. i have come home and read a manual in french of how to work the sound system that my daddy so nicely bought for me. then i discovered the english manual. and then i ( Read more... )

( get it while it's hot )

well this was incredibly stupid of me.
i shoudln't talk.
just shoudln't.
that would probably be the best policy for me.
oh oh oh that made me sound incredibly dumb.
one word.
retarded.

oh man oh man. i.might.be.letting.it.happen?

i am so confused. so so so confused.
choices make me so confused.
i think i might have a shot to be happy but..