Its very disconcerting to be this far away and not feel any love from the people I constantly pour my own love into. I'm just in a funk tonight. Railroad earth needs to start their set so I can get over it but I feel so disjointed. I am an adult at these shows, on this tour, for the first time in my life. Homeboys buying me drinks because they can ( Read more... )

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This isn't getting better.

Thinspo in the morning.

im so faded i dont know how to vocalize it
i love my carpet too
theylove duims dums
i am so faded i car bewtear and that dosenzst matr mwesenr

i lvoe futi

DRUNK AND HOT GIRLS

I SEPLLD IT RIGHT

Somewhere between here and then, between comatose on frosted cement and vomitting on shower curtains, related to decidng between an 18 or a 30 pack, I fell back into the place I need to be.

Everything comes together.

I guess you could say I'm feeling a little lost. You aren't what I need anymore, yet I find myself calling you ALLTHEFUCKINGTIME for breakfast, or snuggles, or anything to tell myself my heart isn't alone. It's weird how much a light switch can change the situation. I look at everything we both did to each other and I can't get over how vile I feel ( Read more... )

And so do I.
Life is posi.
Railroad Earth in a WEEK
Saves the Day in a few days.
FUCKKKKK
Railroad Earth is coming back!!!!
Anyway, I drink a lot.
Here is the evidence of that.

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