this is about the time of night i tend to get down ( Read more... )

this weekend is so full i cant breathe or sleep.

ok ok we all know i deserve better. newsflash ive known this for awhile ( Read more... )

its over.
(blowout in the car. 40 minutes of screaming. a final understanding)
ive given in.
we both need help.
voluntary therapy.
no one thought i would ever do it.

This time ill only listen to the loudest music I can find, and suffer in labored silence in cold shower stalls. Ive opened new wounds and now all I can think is “was it even worth it ( Read more... )

so i made a promise to you. (i can bet you i wont ever break it ( Read more... )

My skin gets numb ( Read more... )

(in the light of the clock radio screen ( Read more... )

it’s lying in a pool of my own filth ( Read more... )

Listening to him breath used to be romantic but now it’s just repetitive. He tells me the same words and I told myself I wouldn’t get attached because, technically, we aren’t even dating ( Read more... )