It's been a while

[latin4advice]

... since I've written here. I promised myself I'd write more often, as an outlet, to release some frustration, to clear my mind, in hopes that my fingers would help me find the solutions to the problems I've been facing lately. But I haven't. I haven't written. Writing things down, like saying them out loud, makes them real. If these things just

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[dvrsionsstud]

I love you Monny. I wish I knew what else I could say right now, but I don't. I love you and I'm always here and I can't wait to be home this weekend.

[germygator]

I'd noticed that your LJ account hasn't been utilized very much since you got it, and I'm glad to see you have posted an update at last. I understand what you mean about not wanting to share your thoughts online, because as soon as other people read them, you can't take them back. Sometimes it's a lot easier to expose your feelings in this impersonal format, but then again, sometimes it can still be just as scary and nerve-wracking. I still don't post very personal things on here, but I've never been one to open up very easily. Your LJ is for whatever purpose you want to use it for, and if you don't feel comfortable sharing some things on here, don't worry. I don't know you too well, but I do know that the family you're a part of is extremely loving toward you and you have some awesome friends in there that can help you sort these confusing things out, whenever you're ready to reveal them. So when you feel alone and lost, remember that we're all lost, but we are lost together and with our combined friendships and struggles, we

[germygator]

Amen to this.

Love you

[shawnyspice]

Amen Monny

We are in the same boat I feel. I'm rowing one way and you, the other.

We're stuck, but atleast it's together and not alone.

You got me and I got you.

[latin4advice]

Shawny... I'm ok knowing we got each other... really! This too shall pass!! MUAH!

[latin4advice]

Thanks Jeremy... I'm not sure if I need sorting out. I know what I'm feeling, but what I don't know is how to start solving these problems ... like I don't know where to begin. I'm sure it's a time thing. I'm sure I'll figure it out, as I have several other things in my life. Thank you for you kind words... I'm very grateful for this "family" I have, this amazing group of people I call my friends. They are so wonderful, and do take very good care of me... I feel selfish for feeling like I need some Monica time, to be on my own, and begin sorting through things, when I have the support and love of all those amazing people. I just need to begin figuring it out... on my own, one step at a time... thanks again.. muah!