today was a big fuckin blur...i didnt fall asleep till 5am last night and i woke up at 8 because jermaine and etay called..then i couldnt fall back asleep.i started working on music..i havent touched my synthesizer in a while so it felt good...then mike called me cause he hadnt gone to school..i had no intention of going to school today either but ( Read more... )

ok so its like almost 5 in the morning and im pondering on my life. I think everything in my life is going the way i planned it. Suddenly those hard tasks,hardcore studying, and working hard;doesn't seem so hard. I actually know what i want to do with my life and i dont need anyone to tell me. I hate being babied and depending on people for ( Read more... )

...ok well im back..teacher didn't show up. Ain't that a b****. Anyway i've gotta re-evaluate my life, there are many things i want to do but i dont know what i want to do the most...well i do, i just don't know how to go about doing it. I always feel that someone is always doing more than me. W.e i guess i'm in one of those moods.i finished my ( Read more... )