No school for me today.. Went to the doctors.. I'm sick..Yay..

DisorderRatingParanoid Personality Disorder:HighSchizoid Personality Disorder:Very HighSchizotypal Personality Disorder:Very HighAntisocial Personality Disorder:HighBorderline Personality Disorder:Very HighHistrionic Personality Disorder:LowNarcissistic Personality Disorder:Moderate ( Read more... )

It's been forever and a day since I've updated ( Read more... )

work was tough.

not as tough as yesterday.

not feeling good right now.

oh well, i'll get over it.

i keep thinking about this one thing..

i have been for a while.

it's been making me so depressed.

every single day.

it doesn't matter where i am..

who i'm with.

i'm just reminded of this.

and i may look fine..

acting like i always do.

but i'm really ( Read more... )

terrible.. just bad.. can't even type right now.
legs are trembling.
eye is twitching every now and then.
non-stop shaking of the fingers.
I was just outside thinking.. and it hit me.
not saying what..
but it got me really down in the ditches.
i might just go to sleep.
right now, i just wish I was at my house..
In my basement.
in my bed..
sleeping.

( IMN )

Well, I'm at my cousins house this week. Working with my dad and all.
My lip hurts..
It's swollen and has a hole in it. ;o
ow..
Anyways.. MY cousins arn't home..
It's a big empty house..
Maybe I should throw a house party. =)
buh bye.

Mommy said I wont be going to summer school..
She said it was because she paid for it.
But as I recall..
I worked most of the summer to pay for my own classes..
So, yeah.. Mark out the idea of going to the 12th grade next year.
Umm..
Also mommy said we're moving..
Oh joy...

Well, I'm over at Mike's house. Umm, I already know I'm going to summer school. That's like a 90% of sureage ( Read more... )

So.. It's been a long time sonce I've written in here.. Anyways.. In a few days.. I think about five, is like my birthday and all. I'll be 17 finally.. one more year until I can pretty much do what I want.. But yeah. Anyways, me and Amanda are on a break and all.. it's supposed to be better for the relationship in the future or whatever.. but, oh ( Read more... )

Man.. I feel bad right now.. Well, not bad.. But sad.. The only time I'm really happy.. is when she's around.. The rest of the time, I feel like shit ( Read more... )

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