I'm on my dads computer log-in screen crap....cuz my internet wont work....but aim will how gay is that....anywho....i love josh ( Read more... )

This party is old and uninviting ( Read more... )

Josh ever since Cynthia's Party...I've never felt this way about anyone....I cant believe I finally have someone that I really love and who really loves me back...And every since you should me this song...it reminds me of you...especially the 1st verse! "Here In My Room" This party is old and uninviting Participants all in black and white You enter ( Read more... )

I'm completly in love with josh!! I feel like i'm so important to him right now...he said i was his angel..i kan be myself when i'm around him and thats what i really like! i so glad i found someone better than matt...well anyone would be but...how i feel the same with him...i mean when i say I love you....i mean it!!! YES YES YES YES I LOVE JOSH ( Read more... )

I'm goin back out with josh....made thebiggest mistake of my life......braking up withim....yea....i dont know bout brent anymore...i think he is just super hott now ( Read more... )

TODAY WAS CRAP EVERYDAY IS CRAP ( Read more... )

mann i like josh....as of friday or thursday i'm gunna start getting over brent....so i kan hopefully go out with josh.....woohoo

I'm not really all that happy or sad...ok jk i am sad...i kant help it...i like him....he just wants to be friends...i understand...i mean rite...i prolly shouldnt go out with anyone for awhile till i'm actually happy and all but holy gosh!!!!

i cant tell if he likes me or not....erggg!!!!!!!

i wanna ask him if he does or not

well i broke up with josh...now i'm totally confused with what to do...i think everyone thinks i'm a terrible person for changing my mind soo soon....but its not my fault...if i could i would stay with josh or even nick...i find really great bf's and change my mind so i dont like them...so i dont get hurt agian...the 1 time i didnt do that is the 1 ( Read more... )