I hung out with cute PacSun kid the other day. I sent him a message online and he sent me one back and then we hung out on Thursday night. He's so cute! But he's going to study abroad in Japan for the semester so that kind of sucks. We'll have to see what happens there ( Read more... )

Today was my last double at Chili's and my last night shift as well. It's so crazy to think about that. All summer, all I've been thinking is how awesome it's gonna be when I'm back at school and no need to be at the hell hole that I call work. But tonight I just got this huge feeling of how much I'm going to miss it. Those people are my family. I' ( Read more... )

I'm OK today =) That was a really random/awful feeling last night though. Hopefully it was just a one time thing.

When I was about 11 or 12, I went through one summer where I couldn't go through a day without thinking that I would die. I didn't look at things as how they were. I saw cars as a way to be run over; I saw dogs as a way to be mauled; I saw trees as a way to fall to my death. It was awful. I couldn't help but think that all my loved ones were going ( Read more... )

If one more band on myspace requests me to be their friend, I'm going to cancel my account.

For serious.

Well, I officially have a crush again. I think I do. The kid is from school. I'm not gonna go into any other details. This one is a good one though because I don't see him that often so I can observe from afar and it won't hurt or anything. It will be fun =) I like crushes ( Read more... )

I had a dream last night that left me feeling so hopeful. I don't know exactly what I'm hopeful for, but I am hopeful. I was so happy this morning. This was one of those dreams that you just wish you could make real. It was unbelievable ( Read more... )

I revamped my livejournal and I think it looks very pretty. I uploaded all new pics and hopefully I'll be able to figure out how to use them properly. The comments thing changed too. Instead of being at the bottom, it's off to the left side. It says "Leave Love" instead of "Bite Me" now because I feel that is a little more inviting. Ok well I'm off ( Read more... )

I think that I figured out where my craziness has come from the past couple of days. I got my period today. So probably I was just PMSing like it was my job. This is some crazy shit though. Maybe it's because I'm on the pill, but I never had mood swings like this before. I think about like death and heartbreak and the meaning of life until I can't ( Read more... )

Don't you ever wonder exactly what it's like to be someone else? It's amazing how people can live their everyday lives around certain people whom they know nothing about. We're so programmed to live for ourselves and rush around and get everything we need to do done in minimal time that often we never stop to look around. There are so many ( Read more... )