[DRABBLE-SONG FIC] A THOUSAND YEARS
TITLE: A THOUSAND YEARS
PAIRING: YUNHO-JAEJOONG
RATING: PG-13
AUTHOR:lau4yunjae
LENGTH: DRABBLE (songfic) 959 words
GENRE: (slightly) ANGST, FLUFF, ROMANCE, AU
Summary: Waiting is probably what Jaejoong gonna do.. even for a thousand years...
Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave?
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall
Rain.... It is raining.. I always hate raining.. still I am sitting, nearly for about 2 hours. Why did this happen? My thoughts keep running. In the end, my mind goes back to where we met.
“Hello, my name is Kim Jaejoong. I am a new student in this English course.. please treat me well” I said as I bow down. I looked around the class. There were 7 other students. But I saw the most attractive eyes ever looking at me. Smiling. I spotted a small mole just above his upper lip. I couldn’t help but admitting that it was one of the best smiles i’d ever seen.
“Ok, Jaejoong-sshi, please sit beside Jung Yunho. Yunho-sshi, please raise your hand so Jaejoong will know where to sit”..... and that guy who had the best smile raised his hand.
It didn’t take a long time to make us get closer.. we get comfortable to each other.. probably too comfortable.
“Jaejoong ah~ wow your house is very beautiful.. and it is located not in the middle of city so it feels so peaceful here.. i love it” Yunho said as he entered my house for the first time. Nobody else was in the house.
“thank you. Let’s shall we do the assignment” I led him to my room, where I usually did my homeworks.
He closed the door. I didn’t know how but now our faces were just a few inches to each other. Even when it was not light, I still could see his handsome face. Then we got closer and closer, until...
Our first kiss......
My life never felt this alive...I love you...
But watching you stand alone?
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow
“Jaejoongie, look what I made for you! Happy 3 monthversarry! I love you..” He gave me a box with a Christmas tree picture on the cover.
“Yeah, i know, the Christmas tree is totally irrelevant. But open the box! I hope you’ll like it..” He smiled at me.
I still remember clearly. That was our 3rd monthversary. It was one of my happiest moment in my life. You gave me 91 heart-shapped origami papers. There were 91 heart-shapped origami because it represented our days since we got together. 91 days with you.
“Yunnie, you made this for me? Thank you. You are so sweet. I love you too.. don’t leave me ok? I want to be with you forever..”
But I was too naive to know what forever means...................
One step closer.....
“Yunnie, that was like our best round ever!! Thanks. I love you..” He kissed my forehead after I said the sentence. We have been together for 4 months and we just made love..again.
Suddenly he jumped out from the bed, and put his knee on the floor as he faced me and looked deep into my eyes.
“Jaejoongie, I’ve never felt this happy and it’s all because of your presence. I love u so much. Please be with me forever. Would you like to be my fiancé?” I laughed. Wow. He was making an engagement between us. Just a very simple engagement. People would call it fake, but our promises and words were real.
I walked and opened my drawer. The engagement paper is still here. It is written that on that day, Jung Yunho and Kim Jaejoong were engaged to each other and will live together forever. I couldn’t help but smilling bitterly.
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
“Jaejoongie, I want a break up”
“Again?!”
“So sorry, that was all i could say. I should not have got back together with you. Please, we need to break up. We cannot be together anymore. Please accept that truth. Sorry I treated you coldly these few days, I didn’t want to give you fake hopes”
“But.. but we’ve booked our trip to Japan....”
“Maybe we can break up after going back from Japan?”
Yes, that was not our first break up. The first one happened a few weeks after the ‘engagement’ He did it. All the break ups, he was always the one who asked it. I was so naive and stupid.
We really went to Japan together that time. I felt like a young guy who had a cancer. I knew when to die and all I could do was counting the days. I knew after going back from Japan we would break up. After all, it was not his fully fault to ask for a break up again. I was not a good lover. I was over-protective. But it was because I felt he rarely paid attention to me. When other guy flirted with me, he did not even do anything. I was also too clingy. I followed him whenever he went. Even when he had classes, I waited for him right outside the class. I was too naive to be a good lover....and that what I regreted the most now...
I'll love you for a thousand more...
Even when you broke your promise to be with me forever, I will not break mine. To be with you doesn’t mean always physically to be with you. Go.. just go.. I will set you free and let you go..If we are meant to be, one day you gotta be back. If we are not, we will still live happily even not with each other, right?
I love you.
PS: fiuh~~ anyone remembers me?? ^^
I haven't written fics since more than a year.. so please sorry if this was not as good as you had expected..
and sorry for the grammar mistakes..
btw This story is based on my true story.. I didn't change it at all.. it was pure like my story..
i was heartbroken that's why i wrote this.. i miss yunjae so much T__________T
anyway....
COMMENT PLEASE ^^