Can I love u, brother?
Title: Can I love u, brother?
Length: One shot
Rating: PG-13 (I still can’t make Rated part in English *deepsigh*)
Genre: AU ( I love AU fics now), Drama, Angst
Author: lau4yunjae
Disclaimer: Yeah, I own them! But it’s a LIE. *LOL*
Warning: Incest story!!
Summary: what would you do when u found out that you were in love with your own brother? That was Yunho’s biggest dilemma.
You put your hand to your chest, and yeah, you could feel the fast heart beat of yours. That was when you realized, you had fallen for your own younger brother, Jung Jaejoong.
YUNHO POV
When I was only 2 years old, mom told me that she was pregnant. She said I’d have a younger sibling soon. But she didn’t know if you were a girl or a boy. I was so happy! Because that had been my dream to become an older brother.
After a few months, mom told me again, that you were a boy. I would have a younger brother. Since that time, I had imagined my life with you. Playing , sleeping or even showering with you together. It seemed so beautiful.
Then you were born. I was there when you were born. I heard mom scream out of her lungs because of the pain when giving birth. Since that time, I had learnt that a human life was very precious, especially for their mom.
I’d loved you since the first time I saw you. You were being held by the nurse. You were crying, very loudly. Maybe it was the happy sign for you that you could breath now, right? Then our parents gave u a name ‘Jung Jaejoong’
When you were walking for the first time and when you were talking for the first time, I was there too. I watched every step of you. Mom and dad hugged you quickly when they saw you could walk, even though not properly. And did you know what word that came from your mouth first? It was ‘Hyung’ I remembered it well. It was not ‘Umma’ or ‘Appa’ but it was ‘Hyung’ I was sooo happy, and I loved you more and more.
Then you grew more and more. When you were 5th years old, I remembered we were playing together in the small park near our house. We ran together, catching the butterflies, we made our sand castle, we even bought ice-cream together. Our parents often made us wearing the same t-shirt and pants. Maybe they hoped we were twins.
You were a teenager. A 16-year-old teenager. I was already in college when you were in high school. I knew you were friends with Jung Junsu and Shim Changmin. And junsu was Yoochun’s boyfriend. Yoochun was my best friend. One time, our parents left. They went to Japan for business. In the house, there were only the two of us. You were cooking for us, yeah, you were such a great cooker. I couldn’t get enough of your food. Then we watched the television together. I couldn’t help but staring at your face. You were focus on the tv that you didn’t realize that I was staring at you. Geez, Jaejoong, you were the most beautiful creature in this world I’ve ever seen. And no, it wasn’t a bullshit.
Okay, you were shocked. You were shocked when Jaejoong brought a girl that in the end you knew the name was Han Hyojoo. The problem was…Jaejoong said they were together. And it brought a pain to your heart. But you thought it was because you were very close with Jaejoong and now there was another person that Jaejoong loved. So yeah, you just felt jealous because your brother had a girlfriend when you were not. Yeah, you were sure of it.
Your parents accepted HyoJoo as Jaejoong’s girlfriend. She was a nice girl though, and a polite one too. She had a very innocent and beautiful face, with a soft voice. How could Jaejoong not fall for her? It was almost impossible. In a fact Jaejoong met her everyday at his school.
Jaejoong was 18 year-old when you were 21 year-old. For his birthday, you brought him to the small park, where the two of you used to play there together when you were children. The park hadn’t changed much. You brought him there at the night, so you could watch the stars at the sky. The two of you were sitting in the bench while looking at the sky. Again, you were staring at him, and he was staring at the sky with a sweet smile. You could feel your heart beat increased. You put your hand to your chest, and yeah, you could feel the fast heart beat of yours. That was when you realized, you had fallen for your own younger brother, Jung Jaejoong.
“Hyung…” jaejoong called out of sudden. But his eyes were still looking at the dark sky with the bright stars.
“Yeah?”
“Stop staring at me” he said as he turned out his head to face me.
I could feel my cheeks reddened. I was blushing. Shit. I couldn’t show this side of mine in front of him. I didn’t want to.
“I know you have been staring at me. And you did it too when we were watching tv a few years ago. Remember?”
Of course I remembered it! How could I forget it?
“Have something to tell, hyung?” he asked me again with a caring voice. Damn, if his beautiful voice was a gun, It would kill me right now.
“Err..no”
“Don’t lie. Why do you like staring at me? Am I that ugly?”
“No! Of course not!” How could you say you were ugly when you were the most beautiful person, Jae?!
“Then why? Tell me, hyung..do you have a problem? Maybe I can help you” he offered. I knew he always had a very pure heart. But still..i couldn’t say anything. Because the problem was you!
“I just feel like staring at other person”
“But you never staring at mom or dad or even yoochun. You lied, hyung” Shit. He knew me well. Too well that he knew when I lied to him.
“ So Jaejoong, are you sure you want to know the answer? I was staring at you because you are the most beautiful person I’ve ever seen in my life. Because my heart beats happily. Because you are very special in my eyes. And..because I love u more than anything” I told him everything even though I knew, after this, he’d be very mad at me. But I couldn’t take it anymore.
“What??” He said in disgusting tone “ You..? Me..? Hyung, are you kidding me??!!”
“Nope, I’m serious, Jung Jaejoong!”
“Why, hyung? Why? I love u too, but as a brother” he was crying. And then he was running from the seat. I just could look at his back that slowly disappeared.
See..i knew this would happen…Good job, Jung Yunho! He must be hate you now!
Since my confession, we hadn’t talked to each other. He became a quiet person. He only talked when mom and dad asked something to him. Other than that, he wouldn’t talk. I was sad, yeah of course. First I was in love with your own brother, second he rejected me and third he didn’t want to talk to me. What could be worse??
Yoochun invited me to a party, since he knew I was a mess now. I went to the party and a slut named Ara walked closer to me. She seduced me but no, i couldn’t feel hard for her. No matter how seductive she was, it didn’t work to me. I just wanted Jung Jaejoong, no one else.
That night, I was drunk. I didn’t walk properly. I didn’t remember how, but I brought this slut to my house. And after I rang the bell, Jaejoong opened the door. He saw the slut’s arms were wrapped around of my body. I saw he raised his eyebrows, got angry. Unexpected, he kicked the slut’s ass out of the house. And he pulled me in. He wrapped his arms around of my waist and took me to my bedroom. He laid me on the bed and changed my clothes.
“Hyung, why are you drunk?”
But before I could answer, I was already brought to the dreamland.
A day after the drink incident, he didn’t talk to me again. He kept silence. And I didn’t what to do. Beside..saying thank you?
“Jaejoong ah, thank you” I said to him when having breakfast. Yeah, our parents now went to Canada. And they won’t come back soon.
“For what?” he said coldly, looking at the plate of his.
“ For bringing me to the bedroom, changing my clothes, and kicking that slut”
“Aren’t you mad at me for kicking that slut?”
“Nope. Instead I’m happy” because It maybe meant you were jealous.
“Don’t do that anymore, hyung. It’s dangerous. That kind of slut may stole your money”
“I understand. Thank you so much” then pregnant silence again...
“Errm..hyung, I have something to tell you”
“What is it?” I asked. But why did my heart beat rapidly again? Stop it, urgh!
“I think..I love u too..you know..not as a brother but..yeah” he said nervously. I could tell he was blushing. Awww, he was so cute!! Too cute that I felt like eating him!
“What?? Really? So, it’s not one-sided love?! Yay!!” I couldn’t hide my happiness after he said those words.
Jaejoong nodded his head shyly. “Sorry hyung, it took so long. It’s just..I’m surprised with your confession that night. And after that, your confession is always on my mind. I can’t stop thinking about you. Maybe that’s why once HyoJoo said the way I look at you is different from the way I look at her. She said, you are maybe the ‘glowing’ person in my eyes.”
“So, how about your relationship with Hyojoo?”
“I broke up with her..last night” he smiled sweetly. Aww..
I stood up then walked closer to him. I hugged him from behind and kissed his neck. “ Thank you so much, Jaejoong ah~ thank you. I’m so happy right now. So we’re together now, right?”
Jaejoong nodded,” Yeah, but how about our parents, hyung? They must be..shocked..”
“They will come back in 6 months so we have our times. Don’t worry, we have to face it sooner or later. But for now, let’s just enjoy this time, okay?”
And at the night, both of us lost our virginity ^___^
THE END
A/N: Hello readers~! is this good? sorry for the error grammars..T____T
ah i need your opinions, should i make the sequel for this fic?? please tell it on your COMMENT <333333
thank you *sends heart*
i have economy exam tomorrow, need to study now T____T
Length: One shot
Rating: PG-13 (I still can’t make Rated part in English *deepsigh*)
Genre: AU ( I love AU fics now), Drama, Angst
Author: lau4yunjae
Disclaimer: Yeah, I own them! But it’s a LIE. *LOL*
Warning: Incest story!!
Summary: what would you do when u found out that you were in love with your own brother? That was Yunho’s biggest dilemma.
You put your hand to your chest, and yeah, you could feel the fast heart beat of yours. That was when you realized, you had fallen for your own younger brother, Jung Jaejoong.
YUNHO POV
When I was only 2 years old, mom told me that she was pregnant. She said I’d have a younger sibling soon. But she didn’t know if you were a girl or a boy. I was so happy! Because that had been my dream to become an older brother.
After a few months, mom told me again, that you were a boy. I would have a younger brother. Since that time, I had imagined my life with you. Playing , sleeping or even showering with you together. It seemed so beautiful.
Then you were born. I was there when you were born. I heard mom scream out of her lungs because of the pain when giving birth. Since that time, I had learnt that a human life was very precious, especially for their mom.
I’d loved you since the first time I saw you. You were being held by the nurse. You were crying, very loudly. Maybe it was the happy sign for you that you could breath now, right? Then our parents gave u a name ‘Jung Jaejoong’
When you were walking for the first time and when you were talking for the first time, I was there too. I watched every step of you. Mom and dad hugged you quickly when they saw you could walk, even though not properly. And did you know what word that came from your mouth first? It was ‘Hyung’ I remembered it well. It was not ‘Umma’ or ‘Appa’ but it was ‘Hyung’ I was sooo happy, and I loved you more and more.
Then you grew more and more. When you were 5th years old, I remembered we were playing together in the small park near our house. We ran together, catching the butterflies, we made our sand castle, we even bought ice-cream together. Our parents often made us wearing the same t-shirt and pants. Maybe they hoped we were twins.
You were a teenager. A 16-year-old teenager. I was already in college when you were in high school. I knew you were friends with Jung Junsu and Shim Changmin. And junsu was Yoochun’s boyfriend. Yoochun was my best friend. One time, our parents left. They went to Japan for business. In the house, there were only the two of us. You were cooking for us, yeah, you were such a great cooker. I couldn’t get enough of your food. Then we watched the television together. I couldn’t help but staring at your face. You were focus on the tv that you didn’t realize that I was staring at you. Geez, Jaejoong, you were the most beautiful creature in this world I’ve ever seen. And no, it wasn’t a bullshit.
Okay, you were shocked. You were shocked when Jaejoong brought a girl that in the end you knew the name was Han Hyojoo. The problem was…Jaejoong said they were together. And it brought a pain to your heart. But you thought it was because you were very close with Jaejoong and now there was another person that Jaejoong loved. So yeah, you just felt jealous because your brother had a girlfriend when you were not. Yeah, you were sure of it.
Your parents accepted HyoJoo as Jaejoong’s girlfriend. She was a nice girl though, and a polite one too. She had a very innocent and beautiful face, with a soft voice. How could Jaejoong not fall for her? It was almost impossible. In a fact Jaejoong met her everyday at his school.
Jaejoong was 18 year-old when you were 21 year-old. For his birthday, you brought him to the small park, where the two of you used to play there together when you were children. The park hadn’t changed much. You brought him there at the night, so you could watch the stars at the sky. The two of you were sitting in the bench while looking at the sky. Again, you were staring at him, and he was staring at the sky with a sweet smile. You could feel your heart beat increased. You put your hand to your chest, and yeah, you could feel the fast heart beat of yours. That was when you realized, you had fallen for your own younger brother, Jung Jaejoong.
“Hyung…” jaejoong called out of sudden. But his eyes were still looking at the dark sky with the bright stars.
“Yeah?”
“Stop staring at me” he said as he turned out his head to face me.
I could feel my cheeks reddened. I was blushing. Shit. I couldn’t show this side of mine in front of him. I didn’t want to.
“I know you have been staring at me. And you did it too when we were watching tv a few years ago. Remember?”
Of course I remembered it! How could I forget it?
“Have something to tell, hyung?” he asked me again with a caring voice. Damn, if his beautiful voice was a gun, It would kill me right now.
“Err..no”
“Don’t lie. Why do you like staring at me? Am I that ugly?”
“No! Of course not!” How could you say you were ugly when you were the most beautiful person, Jae?!
“Then why? Tell me, hyung..do you have a problem? Maybe I can help you” he offered. I knew he always had a very pure heart. But still..i couldn’t say anything. Because the problem was you!
“I just feel like staring at other person”
“But you never staring at mom or dad or even yoochun. You lied, hyung” Shit. He knew me well. Too well that he knew when I lied to him.
“ So Jaejoong, are you sure you want to know the answer? I was staring at you because you are the most beautiful person I’ve ever seen in my life. Because my heart beats happily. Because you are very special in my eyes. And..because I love u more than anything” I told him everything even though I knew, after this, he’d be very mad at me. But I couldn’t take it anymore.
“What??” He said in disgusting tone “ You..? Me..? Hyung, are you kidding me??!!”
“Nope, I’m serious, Jung Jaejoong!”
“Why, hyung? Why? I love u too, but as a brother” he was crying. And then he was running from the seat. I just could look at his back that slowly disappeared.
See..i knew this would happen…Good job, Jung Yunho! He must be hate you now!
Since my confession, we hadn’t talked to each other. He became a quiet person. He only talked when mom and dad asked something to him. Other than that, he wouldn’t talk. I was sad, yeah of course. First I was in love with your own brother, second he rejected me and third he didn’t want to talk to me. What could be worse??
Yoochun invited me to a party, since he knew I was a mess now. I went to the party and a slut named Ara walked closer to me. She seduced me but no, i couldn’t feel hard for her. No matter how seductive she was, it didn’t work to me. I just wanted Jung Jaejoong, no one else.
That night, I was drunk. I didn’t walk properly. I didn’t remember how, but I brought this slut to my house. And after I rang the bell, Jaejoong opened the door. He saw the slut’s arms were wrapped around of my body. I saw he raised his eyebrows, got angry. Unexpected, he kicked the slut’s ass out of the house. And he pulled me in. He wrapped his arms around of my waist and took me to my bedroom. He laid me on the bed and changed my clothes.
“Hyung, why are you drunk?”
But before I could answer, I was already brought to the dreamland.
A day after the drink incident, he didn’t talk to me again. He kept silence. And I didn’t what to do. Beside..saying thank you?
“Jaejoong ah, thank you” I said to him when having breakfast. Yeah, our parents now went to Canada. And they won’t come back soon.
“For what?” he said coldly, looking at the plate of his.
“ For bringing me to the bedroom, changing my clothes, and kicking that slut”
“Aren’t you mad at me for kicking that slut?”
“Nope. Instead I’m happy” because It maybe meant you were jealous.
“Don’t do that anymore, hyung. It’s dangerous. That kind of slut may stole your money”
“I understand. Thank you so much” then pregnant silence again...
“Errm..hyung, I have something to tell you”
“What is it?” I asked. But why did my heart beat rapidly again? Stop it, urgh!
“I think..I love u too..you know..not as a brother but..yeah” he said nervously. I could tell he was blushing. Awww, he was so cute!! Too cute that I felt like eating him!
“What?? Really? So, it’s not one-sided love?! Yay!!” I couldn’t hide my happiness after he said those words.
Jaejoong nodded his head shyly. “Sorry hyung, it took so long. It’s just..I’m surprised with your confession that night. And after that, your confession is always on my mind. I can’t stop thinking about you. Maybe that’s why once HyoJoo said the way I look at you is different from the way I look at her. She said, you are maybe the ‘glowing’ person in my eyes.”
“So, how about your relationship with Hyojoo?”
“I broke up with her..last night” he smiled sweetly. Aww..
I stood up then walked closer to him. I hugged him from behind and kissed his neck. “ Thank you so much, Jaejoong ah~ thank you. I’m so happy right now. So we’re together now, right?”
Jaejoong nodded,” Yeah, but how about our parents, hyung? They must be..shocked..”
“They will come back in 6 months so we have our times. Don’t worry, we have to face it sooner or later. But for now, let’s just enjoy this time, okay?”
And at the night, both of us lost our virginity ^___^
THE END
A/N: Hello readers~! is this good? sorry for the error grammars..T____T
ah i need your opinions, should i make the sequel for this fic?? please tell it on your COMMENT <333333
thank you *sends heart*
i have economy exam tomorrow, need to study now T____T