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 i am so tierd today. my eyes are floating around in my head and i cant focus. i am on anti-anxiety medicine and they think that if i stop having panic attacks that my bp will drop. but the medicine side effect are higher bp. it is irritating because today was the first day that i have to take 2 pills and not one so i am drowning in a sea of

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[betharoonie]

you could always try anti depressants and see if they help and if they dont, you go off of them. i know before they weren't good for you. my gma and i are gonna lose weight together. 20 lbs by may and she'll buy me clothes

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thats great that you have some one to help you lose weight with i feel like i am alone in all of this luke can eat anything and gets mad when i am not hungry and it makes things frustrating.
maybe the anti-d's are what i need the right kind this time and not a whole lot of them like last time.
i miss you. i wish we could go for a walk.

[betharoonie]

I miss walking around patterson with you. And talking about how ashley could never be sexy and boys and life. And it'll help doing it with her cuz there won't be any food in here really. And I'm just gonna get used to starving almost instead. Hydroxycut didn't work with me. And I'm not sure if I wanna try another kind of dp. And luke should try to be a little more understanding. Daniel is the same. He won't eat sometimes if I don't.

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ya he is a poop. hahha ashley not being sexy. we used to walk alot.
i am 169 so i am happy today but losing weight the right way is hard cuz it take so long.

i really miss you.