how do i do it?

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i feel like im headed for a break down i dont want olivia to be born... atleast in my belly she is safe... and dealing with what is to come is creeping up to fast this really sucks  
i asked my husband today ... "you think it is hard giving evelynn back to her mom... think about how hard it will be to hand olivia off to a bunch of doctors or even

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[betharoonie]

i don't believe it is possible to prepare for this. but the world doesn't give you anything that you can't handle. who ever decides these things knew olivia would have a wonderful mom in you, and that you'd do everything in your power to make sure she has a good childhood etc.
the most you can do is read read read read read about everything you can, try to attain as much knowledge as possible, and hope for the best while preparing for the worst.

i'm always here.

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i love you ... i want to hang out soon... really i need to hang out with close friends :( i miss you

[betharoonie]

i love you too, let me know when you're around and we can hang out. i'm only busy when i dont think i have anything else going on.