I don't remember the last time I had as much fun as I did last night at my New Year's Eve party. Not only was I ridiculously trashed (which I never get to do anymore)...well, that's really all I have to say. Haha. I broke my new camera by accident, but somehow I think RJ managed to fix my old one. The jello shots were awesome. The pictures are ( Read more... )

I'm hopping mad right now. Some people are seriously inconsiderate and seriously screwed up. Who does this? Who would plainly hear you say (with a happy smile on your face), "The Grinch song is on the radio!" then proceed to walk over to the radio and change the station, his reasoning being, "Well that's not the good version." Sorry to sound like I ( Read more... )

I'm not asking you to give up your dreams and stay here with me. I'm just asking you to let me follow you around the world.

Today was fucking awesome. The best overall day I've had in a long time. Jackie, Sean and I went to New Hope ("Man, I see nipples everywhere today!"). We had dinner and talked about a bunch of things. Went into a store where I bought a lighthouse shaped cookie cutter, yay! Outside of which I fell down. Like I just randomly wiped out. I sat on the ( Read more... )

Timing is a bitch. I finally figure out how I feel about something, and then it turns out it's all wrong anyway. =(

Lauren

Lord, please give me a sign. In any direction, I don't care, as long as it's some sort of direction.

My brain hurts so much.

Someone please do something adventurous with me. I'm not joking at all. I have the time and (kind of) the money to do something awesome. I feel this overwhelming need to go out into the world and see something. And I'm not going to have the oppurtunity to do this forever ( Read more... )

I feel so good about life. So good and so confused. Suddenly I feel positive about love and my friendships and where my life is going. I mean, don't get me wrong, there are still many things that are majorly sucking right now: anything to do with my dad, my severe lack of money and never ending bills, the illnesses that run amok, etc. But despite ( Read more... )

I'm so frustrated that I don't even have words. Everything that I have feared happening has happened. It may have taken a couple of months, years, but I'm pretty sure that this is the feeling that I tried so hard to avoid ( Read more... )

Is it normal to be absolutely terrified of something that you know, just KNOW, is going to change your entire world as you know it? Even if it's for the better? Like the most amazing, wonderful change you could imagine ( Read more... )