Recap of 2005
Was 2005 good for you?: yes indeed, particularly the second half of it
What was your favorite moment of the year?: ahh so many...i'll pick watching fireworks with nate and the other gmb's on 4th of july :)
What was your worst moment of the year?: hm. there were some days when i was just so damn unhappy...
Where were you when 2005 began?: in this apartment
Who were you with?: kim, jess, shelby, niki, sean, and bek
Where will you be when 2005 ends?: already did, i was at adam, kyle, and sarah's apartment in providence
Who will you be with when 2005 ends?: Nate and his friends
Did you keep your new years resolution of 2005?: i don't recall making one
Do you have a new years resolution for 2006?: just to stay happy and healthy
Did you fall in love in 2005?: YES!!
If yes, with who?: Nate :)
If yes, do they know?: of course
Are you still in love with them?: very much
Do you regret it?: nope
Did you breakup with anyone in 2005?: yeah
Did you make any new friends in 2005?: yep yep
Who are your favorite new friends?: katie, jackie, roland, mike
What was your favorite month of 2005?: july
Why this month?: lots of good changes and fun times and i found my old self again
Did you travel outside of the US in 2005?: have i EVER traveled outside the US? hopefully gonna change that with a cruise at the end of the summer with nate
How many different states did you travel to in 2005?: MA, RI, CT, NY...yup, that's it
Did you lose anybody close to you in 2005?: No
Did you miss anybody in the past year?: my family and friends i don't see enough
What was your favorite movie that you saw in 2005?: i didn't see too many...rent was decent. i saw alfie for the first time, really liked that.
What was your favorite song from 2005?: wow, can't pick just one! really liked stuff by crossfade, death cab...sigur ros...i can't pick!
What was your favorite record from 2005?: hell if i know. i just download stuff. lol
How many concerts did you see in 2005?: i think just two
Did you have a favorite concert in 2005?: dave matthews band
Did you drink a lot of alcohol in 2005?: not a ton, but more than any other year of my life
Did you do a lot of drugs in 2005?: none
How many people did you sleep with in 2005?: 2
Did you do anything you are ashamed of this year?: nothing huge. i did cave and get a cell phone though. *hangs head*
What was the biggest lie you told in 2005?: i managed to keep convincing myself i was happy for a long time...
What was the worst lie someone told you in 2005?: um...dunno
Did you treat somebody badly in 2005?: maybe, but never intentionally
Did somebody treat you badly in 2005?: yup
How much money did you spend in 2005?: i did ok saving this year. except maybe in the fast food department. i should have packed lunch for work more often.
What was your proudest moment of 2005?: finally getting a 4.0!
What was your most embarrassing moment of 2005?: umm kim's luau
If you could go back in time to any moment of 2005 and change something, what would it be: ehh i wouldn't change anything
What schools did you attend in 2005?: Roger Williams University.
What grade(s) were you?: Junior and Senior in college
Did you have any jobs in 2005?: gold medal bakery, rwu photo lab
Did you watch the Sox win any of the World Series games?: umm the white sox won this year, and yes i watched a couple of the games
Where were you during the last World Series game?: in this chair
Favorite TV shows(s) of 2005: OC, House, Jeopardy, Six Feet Under, and always Friends reruns hehe
Favorite Band(s) of 2005: tons
Favorite Food in 2005: pierogies!
Favorite Drink in 2005: 1% milk, or cranberry juice
Favorite Place in 2005: the ocean
Favorite person(s) to kiss in 2005: nate
Favorite person(s) to hug in 2005: nate
Favorite person(s) to talk to in 2005: nate, kim, my momma
Favorite trip in 2005: i haven't had an actual vacation in...a year and a half. i did visit my family in narragansett for a night this summer...that was nice.
Favorite stores in 2005: kohls has some good stuff. and hollister. and thrift stores.
Hardest thing you've had to go through in 2005: meh. dealing with the whole 'situation'
Most exciting moment(s) in 2005: finally feeling 21 and independent and myself!
Happiest moment(s) in 2005: watching sunrises with nate
Saddest moment(s) in 2005: don't care to share
Funniest moment(s) in 2005" i can't pick one, there are funny moments every day. we had some great break convos at work this summer though.
Memory from 2005; #1: kim's luau. enough said.
Memory from 2005; #2: kiss concert in the freezing cold...rubber enhancement!
Memory from 2005; #3: meeting nate on my first day of work
Memory from 2005; #4: dave matthews band with shelby-vaginaaaa!
Memory from 2005; #5: parking lot parties at gmb
Memory from 2005; #6: 4th of july in bristol and newport
Memory from 2005; #7: niki's bday in worcester
Memory from 2005; #8: finally a giant snowstorm in rhode island! sledding in the road, and plopping little kitten bingy in a drift hehehe
Memory from 2005; #9: katie's halloween party!
Memory from 2005; #10: everything with nate. including but not limited to: cliff walks, late nights and watching the sun rise, laying on the grass at waterfire talking forever, trip to the butterfly conservatory, night out at foxwoods, and spending new years taking a nighttime walk through a beautiful snowy providence :)
Accomplishment #1 from 2005: doing what makes me truly happy
Accomplishment #2 from 2005: being able to support myself financially
Accomplishment #3 from 2005: getting a 4.0 gpa during my hardest semester to date
Accomplishment #4 from 2005: not being lazy
Accomplishment #5 from 2005: staying alive another year!
Accomplishment #6 from 2005: changing my first flat tire. hahaha. i'm running out of things here
Accomplishment #7 from 2005: a lot of self-discovery and development in my art
Did you have a Valentine?: umm yeah
If so, who?: d
What did you do for Easter 2005?: i'd assume went to one of my relatives' house. i can't remember.
Did you dress up for Halloween?: yep
What did you do on Halloween?: on actual halloween, i don't remember. the weekend before, went to katie's party, which was awesome, and then jen's the next day :)
How was your Thanksgiving?: really good. i like food. and nate came.
What about your Christmas?: very good, it was a rather quiet, calm one.
How was your Spring Break?: wow i don't even remember what i did on spring break. probably schoolwork.
What about summer?: hard work, but very fun and refreshing and liberating
Best present recieved in 2005?: my ring from nate is really pretty. and all the flowers he's gotten me :D
Best thing you've bought for yourself?: haha, friends on dvd?
Best thing you've done for someone in 2005?: i try hard to be a good friend and girlfriend
How have you changed for the good in 2005?: i'm totally happy again. for the first time in years. and i think i've become more motivated and have learned to just suck it up and work for what i want.
How have you changed in bad ways for 2005?: my eating/exercise habits haven't been great. and i have been swearing way too much since i started working at gold medal!
oh yeah. and i was shuffling through my lj archives, seeing what's changed since last year. this is part of an entry i wrote on january 8th, 2005. a year ago:
"i have so much to be happy about, to be thankful for, and i still find myself missing something huge. i still find myself feeling pathetic and not understood. none of this makes sense.
and god just for one day i wanna be treated like a princess, like someone who can never be replaced or equalled."
nate. you treat me like a princess every day. and i haven't felt anything missing in my life since i met you. all i can say is thank you for being you, and you mean more to me than i can even say. i love you. eep!
cheers to a happy, healthy 2006.