i cant use alcohol to forget my problems, being drunk doesnt do anything but make me feel worse in the morning, and i cant drag others down with me because i want to get "super trashed" because i cant cope with my issues.
i feel like ive turned into the kind of people i hate.
when the pill bottle says 'take this with food,' it's not fucking around. if you don't eat, you will be forced to inconspicuously find a bathroom so you can vomit in the middle of your showcase meeting at the colonial center. and it will be no good.