I think one of my problems in relationships is that I refuse to just settle down with someone I know I want be compatible with.
But at the same time I keep them around until I find something better.
Yes I know I am a shitty person at times.
The fuck if I am perfect.

Your so elusive boy.

Keep moving forward, I won't let you drag me down.

I miss so many people.

Paying bills sucks.

So started new shift at work its now 4 on and 4 off with a training day and pt. I dont really like it all, I miss my section like crazy, we were such a close knit group. And I like working nights better. And I dont like having guardmount first and then arming up. And working 8 hours is nice but basically I end up getting stuck on post the whole ( Read more... )

No matter what you say to me.
I know I am the one who is gonna be the one to be hurt in the end.
And you aren't the one to be blamed.
You have more to lose.
Just so you know you have made a difference in my life.

I think its so funny that people now way out of high school still take times out of their lives to talk shit about people on lj. But ya know I guess thats just where no one change because I know adults that do it. For real I have been in the military and I do love it but sometimes the gossip and politics is just ridiculous like for real leave ( Read more... )

I am so lost. I am so confused. And maybe its me being nostalgic because I am in an entirely new place with very few people that I know. And I have been thrown back into that pile of politics that I forgot how much I truly despised it all. I guess things can only be good for so long. There are just so many things that are going through my mind and ( Read more... )

I just made a twitter account. It seems pretty homo...but I guess we'll see.

We are so in love. Its awesome.

8 days until I fly home.