it's been a LONG time since i've written in here. actually i really don't have much to say. i haven't been myself lately. i don't like it. and i totally freaked out last night, so i apologize for that. i really regret it ( Read more... )

i totally stole like most of monny's answers ( Read more... )

yesterday i helped amanda and mrs. laura paint kelly's room. the colors look like ketchup and mustard, or possibly even gryffindor colors. amanda didn't realize either of those things until i pointed them out. but the room will turn out great anyway. geez, my allergy medicine (claritin) is making me feel tense and anxious. i never had medicine ( Read more... )

what can i say? life sucks. this whole thing with monica is blown sooo way out of proportion. i honestly do not care what she does (i mean i care as in i care about her, but she can do what she wants). all i care is that my family is kept separate from my friends. and monica if you don't want to tell me things, then at least inform me that i ( Read more... )

you know when you know something? and you aren't supposed to know that something. but you actually do know. well. i know something ( Read more... )

i need a nap! i feel bad cause i'm been whiny and cranky lately, and that's not cool, no one likes that. but anyway, i can't wait for the weekend. we get to celebrate lauren's 19th bday (and we get to celebrate it next weekend too!)...even though it's not until next week...on the 19th....hey litbit, it's your golden bday!!!!!!!!! i just ( Read more... )

so it rained today. at first, i didn't mind being rained on b/c it wasn't raining that hard when i left calc to go to physics. but then after physics it was pouring and i waited like a half an hour for it to let up...which it kinda did and me and bj made a run for it. but to get into the education building(which is where i was going) we had to ( Read more... )

friday i went to sonic with nicole and we hung out at lauren's house for a bit. hopefully nicole's situation works out well. i'm worried about that and it upsets me a bit. i just want her to be happy. but after that i took chucha to jamie's house and chatted and played a game ("scene it!" to be exact...rather boring if you want to know ( Read more... )

ok, to clear things up: his name is jason and he is not my boyfriend. we are just dating. if some advancements in this relationship occur, i will be more than happy to inform the world...but until then, i'd rather be in denial that i got myself into this situation in the first place. i don't like feeling tied down. and lord knows i have no ( Read more... )

so we went out to dinner last night. he took me to La Riviera (so i guess it's good that i decided to wear the dress rather than the skirt). we drove around for a little bit after and then went and chilled at his house. i had a good time, honestly i did. i'm just still not comfortable with the idea of dating him. i don't know if i'll be able ( Read more... )