you disgust me. i thought that insanely long build-up would be worth it, but i was wrong. you're not who i thought you were. maybe you'll grow out of this. i thought this kind of shit was behind you... you'll never read this anyways. i hope the person i saw in you wasn't just a show, because they really meant alot to me...maybe someday, but until ( Read more... )

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widespread panic is playing for 2 nights in raleigh on 4-20 (umm yea. self-explanatory) and 4-21 (my BIRTHDAY mother fuckers)!!!! its a friday and saturday night. HELLLLs yea ( Read more... )

i am dumb. so so very dumb.

tomorrow is going to be a BIG day. you'll see why later on when i post to tell you all about it. i'm so fucking excited! AHH

but yea..i'm dumb.

i work out now, it's my new thing.

too bad i'm an idiot.

Did you do something you would never do?: there's not much that i would never do, but i did things i didn't expect ( Read more... )

i've been experimenting with the calligraphy set i got for christmas.
i pretty much mastered the gothic style handwriting. it's baller. along with all the other styles.
i might start writing out cool quotes and shit that would be good for tattoos.
this excites me, so i thought i'd write about it.

and for catlin:
LOVES IT!

last night my mom had a dream that my older brother moved into his new house and then someone else moved in. you'll never guess who that someone was ( Read more... )

as of my last post: i now know why and everything is as ok as it will be for a while ( Read more... )

i almost had a breakdown and cried at work today.
so i kept myself busy to keep my mind off of all this shit.

that's fucked up, really fucked up.
you could at least grace me with a response or an explanation, or MAYBE even a "hey."
the worst part is that i don't even think you know what you're doing.

i have the cutest puppy ever! her favorite place to sleep is on your lap..and she's currently passed out on mine, so i'm having to type this with one hand because my other is keeping her from falling off.


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